Chapter 5

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It's 7:30. Pony and I have been laying down and talking.

"I'm kinda tired can I take a nap?" Pony says barely being able to stay awake "Yes of course" I say laughing.

"Wake me up at around 8:00" He said turning his body to me and putting his arm around me "Will do" I say smiling.

He falls asleep and i start playing with his hair.

Someone knocks on the door and comes in."Hey Nor can we talk?" Dally says walking in the room "Shh Pony sleeping,but yes what's up" I say quietly.

"So tomorrow's your birthday and your turning 15" He says looking down in distress "Um ya obviously but are you okay?" I say with a weird look.

"Ya it's just,you're not gonna switch up on me right? Your still gonna be my baby sister?" He says looking up at me "Dallas of course I would never switch up on you.Each others all we have" I say smiling.

We talk a little then he leaves.I lay back down because I a was sitting up and I start staring at the roof.

I turn to look at Pony and start to play with his hair again.

••••••••~~20 MINUTES LATER~~••••••••
It's 8:40."Pony wake up" I say smiling and shaking him "Oh well hi there Nora" He said in his tired voice "Oh um Hi there Pony" I say shocked because of how deeper his voice sounds when he wakes up.

"What time is it" He asks sitting up "Oh it's 8:40" I say still a little surprised,He nods.

"Hey are you okay?" He asks with a soothing tone "Ya just you sound really different when you wake up" I say giggling "What you don't like it" He says and fake gasps.

"No,I kinda admire it" I say grinning "Gosh yours so gorgeous" He says eyeballing my lips.

Then he kiss's me but this time it felt different.My stomach felt like it was twisting,my breath was slow and soft,and his hands felt gentle on my waist like they were always supposed to be there.

I put my arms around his neck.His skin felt warm,like his touch.I realized that it was different because it was more passionate and intense.

I feel his hands going up my back.It felt right.

I got on top of him and we were still kissing."Wow you're good at this" he says pulling away for air "So are you" I say getting air too.We start kissing again.I didn't want it to stop it felt like it needed to happen.

"Dinner!" I hear Darry shout but we keep kissing. "I guess we should go" Pony pulls away "Fine" I groan and get off of him."It's okay we can kiss some other time since you like it so much" he said in a mocking tone "Ya ya ok" i say mocking back.

We walk out the room holding hands. "look who's finally here" Darry says staring at us.

We sit down next to each other.Its only Darry,Soda,Pony,and me tonight."Where's dallas?" I say eating "Oh he's at the drive in with Johnny" Soda says "Oh ok.." I say slowly because they usually always invite Pony and I.

Pony put his hand on my thigh and I looked at him and smirked.

"So Nora what's the deal tomorrow." Darry says smiling at me "Maybe just a little get together here" I say smiling at everyone.

"That sounds good" Darry said.

••••••••~~AFTER DINNER~~•••••••• TW:SH
"Pony lets go back to my room" I say smiling at him "That works for me" Pony says grinning.

"Wanna watch TV?" I say smiling "sure" he says lying down.

"Ok i'm just gonna change real quick" I replied while looking in my closet "Do you want me to leave?" He questioned "No it's okay it's just gonna be my shirt" I say laughing.

I take off my shirt and look for a more comfortable one. I turn around and see Pony staring at me."Yes Ponyboy" I say giggling "Oh nothing" he says walking to me.

"You're just so beautiful" he says putting his hands around my waist."Gosh you make me so happy" I say kissing him.

I feel his hands go up my back to my bra hooks "Hey not now" I say smirking "Fine" he says looking up.he lays back down.

I find one of Pony's short sleeve shirts and put it on.

No matter what I always wear long sleeve to hide my scars and cuts,but I was so tired i forgot.

"Okay what do you wanna watch?" I say laying down "Hm I don't know let's just put on mickey mouse for now" he says smiling at me.I put on the show then get close to him.

I go to move my hair out of my face and see my arm. "No,no,no  please" I shout in my mind.Pony feels me shaking,"Woah hey what's wrong" he says tried to hold my hand..then sees.

"Nora.What is that." He said in a serious but shocked tone."Pony I can explain" I say but he cuts me off "Nora please why are you doing this" he whispers,I can see pain in his eyes.

He starts tearing up."No Pony please don't cry" I say already about to cry myself. "Why do cut yourself Nor.." He says holding my arm and rubbing my cuts gently with his thumb.

"Pony..No one was ever there for me.Then after my dad left it got worse.Dally was present but never really there,he was always out. I had no one..no choice." I mumble to him.

"Nora now i'm here okay?Im right here no matter what,if you need anything come to me i will never deny you.I care about you so much Nor" Pony's then kissing my arm.

"Pony..I think I love you" I say looking up at him "I love you too,I love you so much" he says back then hugs me.

He knows i'm tired but he gets a gauze roll and wraps some around my arms so they are hidden.We lay down cuddling and fall asleep.

••••••••~~NOTE~~••••••••
I just want to say I added the SH to this because when I was struggling like that i needed someone to say those things to me,but no one ever did,so i imagine it.
Remember don't be surprised.
Stay gold

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