Miracle : Dear to Me (Kiseki) The Story of Chen Yi and Eddie

Episode 3

4 Years of waiting , 1460 days of pain 35064 hours of sadness.

Chen Yi thought about hime very day during these four years. I missed him. I wanted him. Every damn minute. The world was much more colorful with the blond , much more interesting and much more chaotic. He kept Chen Yi busy and gave hi cause for concern. Now life seemed so ordinary.

His mind is still plagued by memories of the night they spent together. Eddie's words why would he say something like that? Why would he sleep with Chen Yi? It had to mean something more.

This time he will find out , no matter the cost. He is more mature and determined than ever. And he listened to Eddie's words and doesn't come anymore. This is the punishment he must endure , and he deserves it.

But it all ends on the day Eddie is released. From no ow , he will see Eddie as often as he wants and for as long as he wants.

Like all these years , he has to drag Eddie home. Some habits truly cannot be changed. Its such an adrenaline rush. He even has to carry Eddie into the garage in his arms. He really was ready for this. He learned to be very patient.

Chen Yi makes Eddie sit down and eat. As a greeting , he ordered the gang lay out all his favorite spicy foods. But apparently Eddie wasn't impressed. He reluctantly eats a piece , as if this will enough to make Chen Yi satisfied. The Eddie caught up with him , looking irritated.

"Can i leave now?"

Chen Yi just clammy sits down opposite him. Eddie hates it. He's going crazy , but Chen Yi looks so calm all the time , is he really that cool?

"I'll let you go after we finish talking." He says and looks at Eddie with his deep , searching eyes.

He just can't stand it. He feel like he'll crack under it. Why , after so much time , is Chen Yi looking at him like that now?

"Don't go too far." Eddie says

This is a warning , a weak one . Why does Chen Yi care? He just wants to be left alone so he doesn't have to pretend he doesn't love him anymore.

'Why did you do that?"

In fact , when he asks this , Chen Yi mask of indifference broke through. Emotions emerged. It's too complicated.

Eddie looks away because it's easier to lie when he's not looking at Chen Yi. He often deals with inconveniences by not paying attention to them at all , but more often by simply avoiding them.

"I do not know what you're talking."

But Chen Yi is determined to deal with his past. He is much more mature now and will not go back to his old ways of fighting and leaving without a response. So he calmly explains what exactly he's asking , forcing Eddie to remember.

"I was drunk that night. You told me you'd keep looking at me..."

He doesn't get to finish because Eddie interrupts him. The truth is that he remembers everything too well. Eddie had plenty of time to think about every damn detail of that night.

"Do you want to settle a score?"

Eddie is is stuck , if this is what makes Chen Yi angry , upset that he wasted his first time , annoyed Eddie stole it from him the night he wanted to give it to the boss.

This makes him furious , and he is disgusted to even think that Chen Yi was touched by anyone other than him. He stands up and grabs Chen Yi's wrist to drag him away.

"Let's go..."

But Chen Yi finally reacted , violently snatching his wrist from Eddie's grasp. That's not what he meant at all.