MEAN - Tom kaulitz

Nerves

"No" I scoff carrying on walking as Norman followed me, seems like Remi didn't give up though she started to follow us, "who is this cute boy" she smirks walking next to me, I couldn't take it anymore stopping my traces. "Leave me alone!" I yell.

"No I really do need to speak to you" she says desperately, "leave her alone" Norman pushes Remi and then we carry on walking and she got the hint and stopped following us, "thank you" I put my head down.

"You're welcome" he nods. I start to see my house from afar and I turn to Norman, "I think that's enough but thank you" I mutter almost annoyed at my self for always thanking this boy.  "You're welcome" he nods leaving.

"Where have you been?" Mum raises a brow, "I was sleeping over at bill's" I mutter running to my room,
I immediately open the closet looking for an outfit for school, I need some answers from Bill and cherry.

I walk to the bathroom turning the shower on then I start to undress my self and walk into the cold water. Cold showers has always been a stress reliever to me, the way it made me cold and breathe heavily while I'm shivering, goosebumps rising and my scalp and skin frozen makes me forget about the things that stress me out. 

I walk out shivering immediately wrapping my self in a towel, I look at my self in the mirror and I look more fresher and a wake.  The shower did work but I still couldn't shake the feeling that something was off.

I get changed into my flare jeans and a purple shirt that hugged my waist my arms, my long hair touching my bum and my long lashes Almost touching my thin brows made me feel pretty.

"Hurry up your gonna be late" my mum yells walking  past my  room walking into her room to probably get ready to work,  I quickly put on my necklace,take my school bag and I was ready to go.

On the way to school I felt empty that bill and Cherry didn't even come to collect me so we can all walk to school together , maybe I'm just stuck up? That my friends didn't come for me? But I just felt really sad about it, I love walking with them.

I made it to school my eyes wondering around the place to find my two favourite faces but still couldn't find them so I gave up and went to lesson.

"Sorry I'm late" I heard my favourite voice I turn to see bill, he was late? Maybe that's why he didn't come, "hi" I mouth to him, he just gave me a little smile and took a seat next to me.

"Bill could I talk to you please" I say desperately, "okay come on" he takes my hand walking out of the class with me.  "Where are you guys going?!" The teacher follows us, "bathroom" I say nervously.

"How dare you walk out of my class? Detention both of you after school" she shakes her head before leaving back to her class.

"Whatever" Bill shrugs as we make our way to the school field.

We both lay on the grass the sunshine on our faces, "why did you come late?" I question, "hungover" he chuckles, "where is cherry?" I wonder.

"She is making her way here" he nods.

"Okay could you please tell me why you guys left me all alone at night drunk?" I spit out my curiosity taking over me.

"When Cherry comes we will explain" he says with a guilty face.