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Remi POV

"Mum!" I Yell in fear and I then hear her fast foot steps to my room, "what?" She asks worried, "mum I'm scared what if I hurt someone again?" I cry getting flash backs from the day I almost killed Bloom it's still haunting me ever since, I really never meant to take it that far. "Baby don't cry you didn't mean to okay?" She hugs me but i still knew the kind of monster I am. Ever since my father has left things has changed for me especially when the last day I ever saw him was when he abused my sister and mother and that day I have never been the same, like  a new person entered inside of me like a trigger and locked away the real me for good.

"No ma I don't think I can go" I shake my head my cheeks all red and wet from tears.  "Come on peach be strong and make up with your sister" she hugs me tightly.  "But what if I will want to go home?" I look into her eyes.

"Then I will book you a ticket home" she smiles.

"Thank you mummy" I wipe my tears.

"By the way the test results are gonna come soon so I will call you when they come through" she nods but my heart sank once more, truth is I might have a disorder called Bpd one of the teachers at school said they saw it in my behaviour. I'm just hoping I don't have it.

"Okay let's go" I say trying to avoid the conversation and with that I took my suitcase and we were on our way out.

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