alone again - twd

part 2 : dreaming

Chaos is all she could see and hear. She watched as dayrl lunged towards dr jenner and as Shane and rick and T-dog stoped him " Hey, Jenner, open that door now! " Tears streamed down her face she could practically feel her heart beating in her chest " There's no point. Everything topside is locked down. The emergency exits are sealed. " No way out? She can't she needs air. She gasped for breath. " Well, open the damn things." Dayrl sneered before pointing to Lilith " do you see her, she can hardly breath! Open the damn doors man " Lilith chest rised and fall she could feel Carl's hand tighten in hers as he cried to his mother oh how she wished she could cry to hers. Annie was next to Andrea siting down no emotion on her face. Annie didn't seem the point anymore her own daughter hated her and her son was dead not that she cared about him that much. " That's not something I control. The computers do. I told you once that front door closed, it wouldn't open again. You heard me say that. It's better this way." No she can't die in here! Jasper promised her they would find somewhere safe to live And then he died but that promise still meant to truth right? This wasn't safe she can't breathe. " What is? What happens in 28 minutes? " " Come on! " She Hugged Lori's side harder " You know what this place is?! We protected the public from very nasty stuff! Weaponized smallpox! Ebola strains that could wipe out half the country! Stuff you don't want getting out! Ever! In the event of a catastrophic power failure... in a terrorist attack, for example... H.I.T.s are deployed to prevent any organisms from getting out. " What does that mean?

" H.I.T.s? " " Vi, define. " Vi: Hits... high-impulse thermobaric fuel-air explosives consists of a two-stage aerosol ignition that produces a blast wave of significantly greater power and duration than any other known explosive except nuclear. The vacuum-pressure effect ignites the oxygen between 5,000° and 6,000° and is used when the greatest loss of life and damage to structures is desired." She didn't understand " It sets the air on fire. No pain. " Lori gasped holding Lilith and Carl tigther as everyone started to cry and freak out. " An end to sorrow, grief... Regret. Everything. " She didn't understand why dr Jenner was doing this why couldn't he hack the computers of something? Like Jasper used to do " but sir your a docter! Doctors help people. " Like her grandpa he was a well vet but he still helped people! " I am helping people I'm giving you all a escape a painless escape" but she didn't want a escape she wanted to live.

" Open the damn door! " Dayrl grabs a axe hacking towards the door then someone throws Glenn another axe and he joins. The movement shakes the room and Lilith starts to hyperventilate. She could only just seen Sophia crying into carols arms making her wince neither of them would ever grow old again. " You should've left well enough alone. It would've been so much easier. Easier for who? All of you. You know what's out there... A short, brutal life and an agonizing death." He turns to Amy " Your... your sister... what was her name? " Andrea looks up to him " Amy " she says softly " Amy. You know what this does. You've seen it. " He turns to Rick " Is that really what you want for your wife and son? " Rick points around " I don't want this " he sneered "

( Axe bangs ) " Can't make a dent." Dayrl grunts Turing around " Those doors are designed to withstand a rocket launcher." What? They couldn't even break it.  Dayrl closes his eyes in annoynce for a moment before Charging at Jenner " Well, your head ain't! " Rick throws himself in between them " Whoa! Whoa! Daryl! Daryl! Just back up! Back up! " Lilith gasped for breath with all her crying he face was now red and spotty  her lips were swollen and her eyes hurt but that didn't stop her from crying. she doesn't like this why is this man being bad? He turns to Rick again "You do want this. Last night you said you knew it was just a matter of time before everybody you loved was dead. " He said that? He thinks Carl's gonna die he couldn't. " What? " Lori whispers shocked " What? You really said that? After all your big talk? " Shane scoffed running his hands through his hair. " I had to keep hope alive, didn't I? " She didn't blame rick she couldn't he had no clue what was going to happen he was just trying to help everyone. Let them live and now Jenner was taking that away. " There is no hope. There never was. " Rick shaked his head in disbelief " there's always hope, Maybe it won't be you, maybe not here, but somebody somewhere... " She truely wanted to believe rick she did but with every passing moment the clock ticking down quickly she was losing it.