a lot of people don't have friends or family nowadays. a lot of people would consider her lucky. she had not only her family, but she had a group, a group of people who would Sacrifice everything for her. a group of people that was like family. although Lilith didn't realize this, it was true. she was glad that Hershel didn't kick them out, she was maybe even happy. Of course, everyone had lost something or someone, but that didn't mean life had to end. it didn't mean you could never be happy again, right? Lilith had lost her brother her mom Sohpia and JJ, but she still could feel happy right? the answer was yes cause even though some people might think it's absolutely crazy to feel even a glimpse of happiness in this crazy world, they were wrong. Lilith did feel happy. cause her life right now was better than it ever been. when she was 10, she acted 7, when she was 7, she acted 5. if you asked her why she'd tell you 'Maybe my mum wouldn't want to hurt a kid' and then she'd tell you she was wrong. no one really cared if you were a kid or not, they just didn't.
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Beth was talking now, it was only little thing here and there, but it was something. Lilith didn't blame her. it wasn't her fault, but it did suck that Lilith now had to do Beth chores.
"What do you think it is? boy or girl" talking about chores her and carl were stuck with folding the Laundry. Lilith shrugged at the boy's question. "I don't know, a boy. " Carl grimaced and shot her a side eye. "No way, it's going to be a girl." Rolling her eyes she grumbled a response " well then don't ask for my Opinion"
" Then don't ask for my opinion " carl mocked rolling his eyes, Lilith ignored him as Lori ran past them and out of the house. "Whys your mom runnin' " he shrugged Continuing to fold laundry. a minute later Lori ran back in not even glancing their way.
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Lilith didn't know a lot of things existed, Ethier her mum never taught her, or her school didn't. suicide wasn't one of those things. her mother used to go around telling her "One day girl, you're going to drive me to suicide" Lilith was never sure if she was joking or not. so yes, she knew what suicide was but that still didn't mean she got it. why would someone want to kill themself? why would Beth want to?
"Are you crazy? what if dad finds out" Lilith winced at Maggie's words, biting at the skin on her thumb. "what's he gonna do? kill me for comminating suicide" she winced again, she wanted to say something anything, but she couldn't find the words. Maggie sat down on the edge of the bed, next to Lilith. "Stop being such a brat, he die so would I, so would Lilith. " Lilith went to intervene sensing Maggie's. Frustration. But not wanting an agurement to happen "Magg- " Maggie interrupted her looking straight at Beth. "This isn't just about you we all lost mum
"we'd lose each other, and I couldn't stand that" Lilith looked down at the truth of Beth's words, it was true someone was eventually gonna die that just what happens. Maggie didn't seem to have the same mindset. "So, you'd give up? " That quickly turned into yelling and Lilith Evacuated the room in no mood to be in a middle of a sister fight.
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sadness broadness Annoyance was emotions she was very Familiar with, but anger wasn't. maybe it was because she could never stay mad, or it was because she forgave too easy. it didn't matter why it only mattered that as she stormed out the front door ignoring Lori's and Maggie's calls for her, she ran down the porch steps her ponytail swung behind her, and she yelled. " Andrea! ANDREA " her fist curled as Andrea turned around confusion. the punch came quicker than anyone could prevent it. a gasp left Maggie's and Lori's lips, Daryl and Glenn who had been walking by stopped short. Suprise speared over Glenns and amusement over Daryl's. despite her height and strength, the punch made Andrea stumble back, but Lilith didn't stop, and she punched her again ignoring the thumping pain in her hand. Lilith stepped back her breath heavy. Andrea had her hand hovering against her bleeding nose staring at the shorter girl surprised. "it's one thing to let someone decided to kill themselves it's another to GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO!" Lilith's voice could be heard a mile away as she screamed in Andrea's face. red with anger her nails digged into her skin drawing little droplets of blood "you said if she really wanted to, she would find a way not that you should give her a way " Lilith hissed and Andrea was left staring at her speechless Lilith's arm reached out to hit her again but before she could Daryl grabbed her arm and started to drag her to dale's rv ignoring her protest and squeals. She had never felt that sort of anger before but as soon as she found out that Andrea left Beth alone even when she knew that Beth was having suicidal thoughts. it just got her so angry that she couldn't help but... hurt her. It was wrong and Lilith knew that it was wrong to hurt Someone.
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Randell was back. Shane was different. Rick is acting werid. It was all changing and it scared Lilith. she never used to get this scared but after the world changed and everyone else with it changed it seemed so did she.
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"Do you love mommy Lilith?"
"I love you mommy"
"I forgive you mommy"
"I love you Jasper"
"Promise? Promise"
"I'm sorry..Lilith..I'm so sorry"
"GET OUT! NEGAN GET OUT!"
"mommy? Daddy? "
"I'll be your friend forever JJ"
"You're my bestfriend Lilith"
"Take me! Please take me!"
"It's Dixon Not _____ Dixon"
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Author's note
Okay so ignore how long this took to come out 😔🙏 but it's out?? It's honestly really short but atleast it's something okay don't come for me ☹️
Also the end is kinda flashbacks but also quotes that's gonna be quite important in the future for my girl Lilith!
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FanfictionWhen Lilith's life fell apart. she thought she would never have anyone expect for her mother and brother but when they ran into a group near the Atlanta City. She hoped that just maybe it will all be okay... Will it?
