alone again - twd

: kissing?

Lilith holds the rock In her hand. It was now the next day and the rest of the group has finally came to the farm. Hershel organised a funeral for Otis Infornt of the house right next to the apple tree Otis used to put her on his shoulders and help her pick them. Lilith placed the rock down. She was the last one everyone had already went. She could hear Shane explaining how he died but Lilith didn't listen it was all to suspicious. No Shane had to have done something.

Lilith sits next to Carl's bed. Bored she glances at Carl who was reading a comic not talking. Lilith pursed her lips a looked at her hands. Carl glances at her overhearing her sigh. Lilith stands up boredness overbearing her. She glances one more time to Carl but he's so involved in his comic he dosent even notice. Sighing she quitely closed the door behind her.

A hour later she was still bored. Maggie and glenn had gone on a run to the pharmacy and dayrl had gone out to look for sophia so she couldn't even attempted to apologise for the fight a few days ago. The only people she could talk to was Beth and Jimmy but Lilith heard weird noises coming from there room when Hershel was out gardening so they were crossed out. Rick and Lori was here but  Lilith's didn't want to talk to them as they've been tense about Carl. Talking about Carl he was still reading comics. She didn't get it they couldn't be that interesting right? She was avoiding Shane partly cause of Otis and partly cause she was terrified of his new look. He had shaved all his hair and was now wearing overalls? So that was not a option. She could go and help pertisha and carol with chores but that was no fun. Andrea and Dale were keeping guard on top of his rv. Boring.And Hershel was checking Carl's bandages. So that left T-dog.

Picking her self up from the porch she walked down the stairs the breeze immediately going towards her face. She walked towards the camp the group had made Infront of the Greene house and sat next to T-dog. He glanced at her " what's up Lili's" Lilith liked that everyone gave her nicknames her mom never did that only ever calling her Lilith but she pushed her mom fair into her mind and smiled at T-dog speeishly " 'm bored" T-dog chuckled and grabbed a packet of cards from his back Pocket " wanna play cards? " Lilith's eye light up and she nodded quickly crossing her legs. Cards was something in those 2 months on the road something she found Herself doing alot with T-dog. As he evenly spread out the cards she questioned him. " Is your name really t-dog? " He shakes his head " nah that's just what my friends call me. It's Douglas " oh that made more sense.

Lilith was sat on the couch peacefully before Beth ran in giggling a annyoed Maggie behind her. She looked between them confused.  " What is i- " although she never got to finish her sentence before Beth blurted out " Maggie kissed Glenn! " Lilith a jaw dropped and a disgusted grimace was placed on her face. Glenn? " Beth! " Maggie hissed crossing her arms. " Are you dating then? " Lilith pursed her lips annoyed what was Glenn doing? Trying to steal Maggie from her. Maggie quickly shook her head " no! No" " but y'all kissed? " Lilith mumbled confused. " Just cause we kissed dosent meant were dating. " Maggie sat next to her on the couch as Beth knowing where she conversation was going quickly left the room. " Lils do you know what kissing means? " Lilith went to roll her eyes and say  yes but stopped Herself. Maggie let out a sigh and closed her eyes before staring to explain. " When you feel sexua- " " what's that? " She cut Maggie of. " Sexuality tension is when you want to be near someone and uh- feel them?  " Maggie stopped Herself seeing Lilith confused face " dosent matter alright? You're only 11 you won't feel those for atleast 2 years. " Lilith face got even more confused. " You know how Beth and Jimmy kiss" Lilith nodded not knowing we're this was going. " They love eachother and that's why they kiss but you don't always have to love someone to kiss them. " Processing the new information she asked a innocent question. " But I love Carl do I have to kiss him? " Maggies lips parted okay maybe that wasn't the best way to explain that. She shook her head. " No no, love can be platonic you only ever kiss someone if you and them want it okay? Always have constant. " Lilith nodded the new infrominton circling around her head. " Maggie? " " Yea Lili's? " Lilith took a deep breath before quickly asking " but what about girls and girls or boys and boys kissing? I heard a girl at school mom said that was bad and wrong? " Maggie firmly shook her head " no never think that Lilith okay?Everyone can and should love whoever they'll want okay" Lilith nodded firmly she liked that. Maggie smiled at her before speaking again " okay sweetie go help pertisha with the washing. " Lilith groaned before running off making Maggie chuckle.

Lilith glanced up as Hershel walked into her room. " Can I sit? " She gave him a nod and he sat on the edge of his bed. " Your group " he stated and Lilith bite her Lip it was true they we're her group but hearing him say that instead of our group hurt. " I told rick they had to go. " Lilith eyes widen  alerted she stranded up " wha- no you can't please what about Carl! He's hurt, please you can't. " Hershel chuckled " sit sit. I changed my mind I'll let them stay as long as there they follow the rules. " Lilith let out a breath of relief but Hershel continued" but Lill's if they don't you're staying right? " Lilith bite her Lip again would she stay? She didn't know if she could. Leaving Carl and poor lost Sophia. But she gave him what he wanted " yea " she mumbled. Hershel gave her last one smile before leaving her room.

Closing her eyes and tucking her self into bed she dreamed. Dreamed that everything was okay. Dreamed that Jasper and Annie didn't die dreamed that Sophia wasn't lost and dreamed that Carl didn't get shot and Otis didn't die. She just dreamed of a happier World. It wasn't like the world is now and it wasn't like the world before. It was just happy

Author's note

Okay so we are flying through season 2 already on episode 4 apparently there's not alot of real scenes in the series these few episodes so if you want more of those tell me!! Again a shorter chapter sorry!

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