I can feel how the decisions I make today(!!) are gonna impact my whole life. It's so weird that sometimes you just question everything you were so sure about two weeks ago. Because your life doesn't end to what people are EXPECTING you to do. I mean that they may "show you a way", it feels like they say :" look! that's where we want you to go. go on!". But; as there's always a "but"; you can feel the urge to run in the opposite direction. And what is so wrong about that ?
I think its time you stop repressing these thoughts. Because, isn't life all about finding happiness ? What if that "way" they traced for you (it could be your parents, your teachers or even your own mind and thoughts) won't actually give you happiness?
And I can understand that sometimes you need to consider those thoughts with a clear mind.
Is that really where I want to go, where I want to be ? Have a rational conversation with yourself, talk it out, at least think seriously about it. Then, when you make your choice, maybe you won't even feel regretful about what you're "missing out on"! :)
(whatever that is...)
(have a great day.)
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in my 18yr old mind
Spirituala key to my soul hi there !! I basically like to write small pieces of text in english as I live my chaotic and teenage life. Read it, don't, I couldn't care less 🫶🏻
