28. ups and emptynesses

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« I said i was an honest man,
You said i wasnt at all, but i wanted it »
-Slingshot, Good Kid
To make it understandable, i call it my empty, my slipping. The falling, feeling you're loosibg it. Can i get away from it? will i stop being so restlessly moving, always changing moods, from a week to another ? will i land on a version of me ? and the way i see myself ? people like artists for years, they wont let go, theyre a certain them, they do certain things. where is my certain ? where is my stability? and in what place, with whom ? i guess thats the question of youth, of life. lets see what i can come up with for my next essay.

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