I dreamed of you and me being together and almost dying. It was the most frightening nightmare i had in a while. So, my brain think i can't loose you unless we both die ... :)
It is crazy, amazingly beautiful, simple and astonishing that you became so important so quickly. It makes a lot of sense, we couldn't be a better match, i can't even visualize what that would be. And i told you already, i always had the feeling i was waiting for something like that, for a girl like you, my whole life. And to be with you feels like a blessing, every day with you feels like heaven allowed me to see a little bit of its angels. Yeah im clingy. I dont care. Didn't have a love story like that in my 18yrs of life yet, alright?
Anyway. Yeah, i think i might love you so much, it got me starting to fear death. It is depressing to say it but it is almost like i didn't really care if i died before. Now it would be the end of my world, because it would mean you wouldn't be mine, anymore. You actually gave meaning to the simple action of wanting to stay alive. Do you realize how powerful that is ?
I will love you untill the stars can feel it.
YOU ARE READING
in my 18yr old mind
Espirituala key to my soul hi there !! I basically like to write small pieces of text in english as I live my chaotic and teenage life. Read it, don't, I couldn't care less 🫶🏻
