23. tell me we're close

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Tell me we're close to being stable, to have that. Tell me i will love my body, tell me the world isnt going to end.
How can it be so unimportant, how come we walk pass misery, how come we say, « it's just a cigarette »?
How come we suffer and how come we love, where we said we wouldnt feel anything anymore ?
Will my friends and i stop hanging out, our proximity slowing dying ? Dying like everything, like my plants, like my motivation, dying. Everything is dying, so what's the point of it all ?

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