These past few weeks, i did'nt have time to write. The fact is, i didn't have time to think, so i had nothing to write. Though my mind was sizzling.
I chose to study, all the time, almost everything there is to know in maths, physics, chemistry, biology, geology and more. I need to expand my interest, i need to build a deeper understanding of the world, i need to go through this to flourish and find myself.
They always say it is a sacrifice. That you give up on a bunch of things, on your social life or on hobbies, that it's "suicidal".
I did prioritize my studies upon some things. In fact i cannot do it all : i cannot go out whenever, because i have class the morning after and i cannot choose to go on a weekend or to visit my friend in another city.
But i swear. This is the opportunity. This is my time. I won't be able to do it if i wake up at 25 wishing i had. It is reaaally hard, and sometimes i forget myself, i forget my dreams and i forget to "cope with being great".
Most of the times i feel good, because in the end it is what i wanted. To feel stimulated, to work my ass off, to be put back in my place and see how much i have yet to learn.
YOU ARE READING
in my 18yr old mind
Духовныеa key to my soul hi there !! I basically like to write small pieces of text in english as I live my chaotic and teenage life. Read it, don't, I couldn't care less 🫶🏻
