JiHan | one-shot ( book II )

Complicated

Top : Jeonghan

Type : Angst, sad, but happy ending

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A tear rolls down his face, then two, then three, then a countless number of salty little beads. The young man is currently sitting on his bed, his cell phone in one is hands, he has a positive pregnancy test, in the other hand, he has no idea what he's going to do with his life, he had everything to be happy, so what happened ? In the space of a few seconds, his quiet little world collapsed. He's so lost in thought that he doesn't even realize someone has entered his room.

It's only when he feels two small hands resting on his lap that he becomes aware of things again, in front of him there's Chan on his knees looking at him with great concern and stress, he asks his eldest what's going on and Joshua answers in a trembling voice that his situation is complicated, he doesn't really know how to say things to the youngest, he knows he can trust him the most but he doesn't know how the boy will react.

Chan understands that his eldest is lost and it's complicated for him to express himself, so he lets him take his time, sits on the floor and still leaves both his hands on Joshua's legs. The older man sighs softly and turns his cell phone back on, a photo of Jeonghan and Hyungwon kissing appears on the screen, tears well up in the corners of his eyes as he sees the photo again, but he swallows them back, he's cried enough already and doesn't want to do it any more, he hands his cell phone to the younger man and Chan blinks.

He's the only member of the group to know about the American's relationship with the blond, but he's still surprised and very unhappy about Jeonghan's behavior. He seemed so tactile and showed so much love for the youngest, but was it all a lie ? It wasn't real ? No, Chan couldn't believe it, there had to be an explanation for all this. Jeonghan would never deceive Joshua like this, at least he hoped so from the bottom of his heart.

Joshua has got his emotions back under control a little and sighs, with a trembling hand he gives the little test to his maknae and the latter immediately understands what's going on, he knows how it works because one day he thought he was so he took the test but it showed that Chan wasn't pregnant but this time the test really does show that Joshua has a little baby inside his belly, Chan says they'll sort things out with Jeonghan later, because right now he's out with Seungcheol and they can use this time to go to the hospital quickly and do a real test.

The older man simply nods, Chan gets up and Joshua rises from his bed, the two men then leave the room and on the way they see Dongmin and Sungho from Boynextdoor, their two youngest asking where they're going and if they can come, to which Dino apologizes saying that the current situation is complicated and they need to sort it out together. Obviously, the two youngest were sad to hear this and hope it's nothing serious. So as not to worry the duo, the two members of Seventeen say it's nothing bad, even though they know deep down it could be something really important.

After reassuring the two boys, Chan and Joshua leave the agency and go straight to the nearest hospital, which is right next door, the two boys are already there, at the reception desk the youngest asks if they can take a pregnancy test and the woman says no worries, they can go and sit together in the waiting room and she'll tell a doctor, the two idols thank the secretary and leave to settle in.

A few moments later, a doctor comes to pick up Joshua and another comes to pick up Chan, the older one is surprised and the younger one says he'd rather be sure, he doesn't know why but he absolutely feels the need to know concretely that there's nothing inside him, the older one nods and the two friends separate they go into two separate rooms and take the test.