The poems I ran out of time to send.

My biggest regret...

As I reach for your hand,

I feel my eyes fill,

I thought you were mine,

My happiness pill.

As I try and pull you in,

it doesn't feel right.

I used to hold you so tight,

you were my only light.

But I feel you push away,

then feel your body sway.

I stand back,

confused and hurt,

What happened?

I almost blurt.

Did I fade your smile?

Never make it worth your while.

Upset you?

Not soothe you.

Or did I just lose you?

But I guess I was wrong...

I mean hell, it didn't take long.

For me to go and mess up,

I hate that I ruined it,

I hate that I let myself do it again,

If I could go back to when,

It all began...

I'd never ruin your smile,

I'd make it worth your while,

I'd never upset you,

I'd always soothe you,

I would always choose you,

I would never lose you.

But I did...

And oh, how I wish that was a fib.

But, you deserve the world,

No, the universe,

But the only verse I can say is 'I'm sorry'.

And I hope you know,

How much I love you,

And wish I never, ever let you go.