So High School (Chris Evans) 18+

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It's almost like that first time feeling again, for me at least. Once we've left Lisa's later that evening and are back at his, I realise just how nervous I feel about it. What if he doesn't like what he sees? What if he changes his mind?

All he has to do to put my mind at ease is put his lips on my own, and everything once again melts away. I'm not sure what part of the house I lose my dress in, but I think it's the hallway - however a trail of clothes is probably leading straight to his bedroom now we've managed to lose them all by the time we get in there.

It's not long before he's settled between my legs and is nudging himself inside of me.

Fuck.

If this part is already sending me insane then I can only imagine how intense he's going to have me coming later.

"You feel even better than before". He tells me once he's fully in, although he can't say anymore as I pull him down to kiss him again, our hips beginning to move until finally we find a good pace.

Soon we change position and he's got me on top of him, running his hands down my back before they come to rest on my ass. "I've gotta have every part of you Tam, including this".

I want him filling every part of me as well.

One of his hands goes back down between my legs, circling me until he takes mine and makes me do the same along with his. "Go on...be a good girl and let it all out for me". He urges, feeling me begin to tighten around him and lose control. He comes at the same time, making it all the more satisfying.

He keeps me seated on him after, both of us just taking in the other, not wanting to lose the connection we have just yet.

"Stay there another minute". He says, finally managing to speak.

I nod and push his hair back, leaning in and kissing him once more. Finally he slips out of me and we collapse next to one another, I appear to have lost all feeling from the waist down, my organs have most likely been rearranged as well, so if I try and get up then it'll be a complete fail.

Well done Evans.

"I don't want you to leave". He says as we just lie there on our sides and look at one another. His fingers dance along the curve of my waist.

"I'll text Libby and tell her I crashed at yours".

"I mean Boston". He confirms.

I knew this conversation would be coming. If not with him then with Libby. "I know". What else can I say? "I have to though, but that doesn't mean to say that I won't think seriously about coming over here. It's just there's a lot that I'll need to do, and I don't wanna take a risk if it could all blow up in my face".

"I'd never do to you what he did".

"And I know that too. But it's just me. I have to think about it and know what's best for me before I decide. What's to say that if I move here then things could go tits up. We might not even be as right for another like we think we are".

He kisses my knuckles. "You are right for me. You have been ever since I saw you for the first time".

"I'm not exactly much compared to the kind of girls you've dated. I'm just bland in comparison"

"You are worth a thousand of them. A million even. I don't need a high profile relationship, I need you". He states adamantly. "More than you think actually. You just...you understand. You know exactly how to cheer me up without even knowing it yourself". He pauses. "Tell you what. How about we take things slow, casual. You got back home, we carry in like we have and you can think about what you wanna do".

I look at him. "That's not fair on you".

"No. But I want you to make the right decision. Whether it's here with me or not. You're in two minds because you're still trying to get past what Daniel did. You need to still find that acceptance in yourself that you weren't the problem, he was. But there's still someone waiting for you".

"I can't ask you to wait for me, it's not fair on you".

"I've been pretty much waiting for years without realising. What's another one, or even two? However long it takes. You should know you always are safe here. Under this roof or my ma's".

I get lost in his kiss again as we say no more about it for the rest of the night, just planning on enjoying one another for time I've got left here.