LOVING MR. HATAKE (Kakashi X Reader)

Chapter 14: Iruka.. I love her

A/n: soooo I'm back, but it is a long ass chapter. I couldn't bring myself to cut it from between because the drama's build up can't be ignored :)

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*Timeskip: 2 weeks*

I checked my phone; no new messages. It's been two whole weeks since we last talked.. since we last saw each other.

That evening was the last time Kakashi came over for any meal, or just generally came over..

I wasn't allowed to go outside for a few days because Lady Tsunade said there were chances the poison would start acting up in the uv rays before it was completely treated..

The only time I could go out was at night.. but whenever I did, either Iruka and Yamato or Kurenai and Asuma were there, taking a walk with me.

Last week I heard Yama telling Iru that Kakashi and rest of the team seven were conducting an escort mission, but that's all he knew about it.

I wonder how Kakashi is.. there hasn't been a single day till now where i didn't cry myself to sleep, missing his warm aura.

I so desperately wanted to go out and find him myself.

Thankfully, now all the poison had been extracted and I was allowed to go out in the sun from tomorrow.

My arm had started to heal, and now I could cook and do basic chores by myself.

But again, the difficult part was sleeping by myself... I've been missing him more and more each passing day..

Oh God, why are you putting me through this.. putting us through this? I just want to be happy and with him..

Last night during dinner Iruka told me that Kakashi had returned from his escort mission yesterday.

I really wanted to talk to him... but how could I face him? He was straight up ignoring me..

I decided to push the thoughts aside and thought of cleaning my living room as much as I could...

After an hour, I managed to dust the couch and wipe the TV thoroughly. I thought of dusting pillow covers, and proceeded to do it with my working hand.

When I finally got to the last one, I saw a folded piece of paper fall out of it.

Strange.. I opened it to read what it was about.

I don't know what I was thinking, fooling around with you. It was a mistake, Ina. Let's stop what we're doing before it's late, I hope you didn't get your hopes up.

K- Kakashi wrote this? The handwriting was undoubtedly his, but I couldn't believe what I read.. this has to be some kind of joke right?

Has this been here ever since he last came over?

What we have is special, he wouldn't just drop me like some bad habit..right?

I called him twice but it went straight to voicemail.

I had to talk to him.

I put on my shoes, not bothering to change out of my pajamas. I locked the door behind me and headed straight to his house.

He's got some explaining to do. He can't just call it off like this. He thinks it was a mistake?

He thought we were a mistake?

I reached his place and knocked on his door.

"Kakashi, open up, I wanna talk to you!" I tried to turn his doorknob a few times but it was locked.