[UshiTen: Just another rainy day in Paris]

Part 19

Once again in his life, reality got this languid, dreamy quality, and time slowed down, and the world got reduced to subtle sensations. The thin fingers were stroking him, with no hurry, and he helplessly got hard yet again, taking just moments to get there.

What now?!

Satori's words were something he would never forget, and now there was nothing he wanted more than to do this the right way, to make tonight memorable in more ways than one, in good ways. He was sweating, extremely nervous and tense, and he was watching Satori closely, watching every small movement of every muscle. The red-head was smiling at him, pleased with the effect of his slow pumping movements, and there was some expectation there too.

To his shame, Wakatoshi heard the encouraging words:

- Come on. I wanna feel you. Feel you inside of me.

Satori felt good. The story he had just heard, of which he was certain was the truth, somehow gave him courage. He didn't doubt that the pain was coming very soon, and he had to man up and endure it, but in the moment he kind of tried to convince himself that the pleasure of being with someone so wonderful would counteract and cancel all the pain in the world.

The courage was probably foolishness as well, because his smile and his words seemed to be the signal for Wakatoshi, and he felt his big hand over his fingers, now taking charge and grabbing the blood-filled cock at the base, ready to act. He let go of the throbbing piece of flesh and just relaxed back in the bed, waiting, his head slightly turned to the side. His hands now rather rested on Wakatoshi's shoulders, for support.

He felt the tip of the bulging erection touch his hottest place, his most intimate place, and he heard Wakatoshi's heavy breathing, but... the pain never came.

He blinked, confused, and looked up to see a very flustered Ushijima-san who was sweating even more than before. He scrunched his nose and was just about to open his mouth and ask about it yet again, when Wakatoshi grumbled unhappily:

- I... can't do this. I don't know how to do this! I... have never done this... before. I... think... it will be...

Satori rolled his eyes impatiently and now scolded him – the mood was slowly disappearing, for sure:

- Wakatoshi-kun! Do it! Just... push! All the world is having sex all the time! Come on! It's not so hard, surely? People do it in the park... and in restrooms, ugh... and in cars! And also in... UGGGHHHHHH!!!

This rant was interrupted by a push alright, and it hurt so badly that Satori groaned in pain, his fingers now digging into Wakatoshi's shoulders harshly.

- FUCK!!!

Of course, Wakatoshi himself was panicking terribly much by now. He had no idea just how deep he had gotten, he only knew that it felt very tight, and very hot, and he truly craved to push deeper. But Tendō's face expressed great pain, and his whole body was trembling now; he was biting his lips awfully much in his effort not to yell again.

- Oh, god! Is it so very bad??? – he blurted out, now scared that he might have broken something.

- Ugh... - Satori huffed, his head turned to the side again, his eyes tightly shut.

- Satori... tell me?! Please!!! Are you in pain???

The fear in Wakatoshi's voice broke Satori's heart. He truly wished the whole thing had played out differently.

- Damn, it burns... I think... - he stuttered.

- Is it too much??? Do I pull out??? Please, tell me?!