[ LOST ]
Jake swore everything was going to be fine. He tried to ignore his thoughts that seemed to be pounding hard against his head.
Resulting in a migraine as they circle in a cyclone of self-consciousness and hatred towards himself.
Why did he feel this way?– Was there– Something he could do about it? He hasn't gotten a singular clue.
Then suddenly... A text.
Jake's head slowly turned as it rolled off of his bedroom pillow's. His brown eyes coldly stared at the little device on his nightstand.
He knew who texted him.
A sigh escaped Jake's pierced snake bites lips. The warm air of his breath hitting the metal that is poked through his bottom lip as he sits up in his bed.
His calloused hand reached over and picked up the phone. He clicked it on. Seeing a text from Johnnie Guilbert.
A simple question, – one question that he hasn't been asked too in a long time.
“ Are you okay? ”
Read the message. Jake's bluelight glowed into the darkness of his bedroom. Staring at the iMessage.
A soft smack left Jake's lips as he tilted his head to the side. Causing red of strawberry tinted locks to shift when his head moved.
He clicked his tongue, – trying to gather up his thoughts. His hitch-hiker thumbs, resting above his keypad on his iPhone as he is staring at the short phrased message.
Then, his phone automatically shuts off within the one minute timer – he sets it down. He doesn't respond.
Rather, – he opened up his drawer of the nightstand. Grabbing out a few candy bars that he had stored inside of there.
He takes out his invisalign out of his mouth, – placing it onto his nightstand. He smacked his lips once he felt his teeth get unrestricted.
Then – he teared open the KitKat bar's wrapper. Beginning his binge eating session.
It started with a KitKat bar, followed by an outrageous bar, a box thin-mints, a bag of peanut butter M&Ms, and lastly a PayDay bar.
Each wrapper fell onto the floor as he ate the sugary snacks. Finishing his binge eating episode. He felt ashamed of it. But there was no going back to it now.
Picking up his wrappers, he heard another buzz from his phone. He tossed the wrappers away into the small trash bin inside of his room.
A soft sigh escaped his lips as he sits on the bed, picking up his phone again. He clicks it on. Seeing another message from Johnnie.
“ Jake? You there? ”
Jake stared at the message. Then his eyes glanced at the little clock in the corner of his electronic device.
The clock read: 2:45AM.
Jake's thumbs remained hovering over the buttons before he began to type something.
On the other side, – In Johnnie's room – The emo can see the text bubble appear onto the screen. Then it went away. Then it came back again.
Jake was typing a message.
As he typed, He didn't smile – he didn't laugh – He just sent the text message to Johnnie.
Soon as he pressed send, a tear fell onto his screen.
“ IM LOST. ”
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LOST - JAHNNIE
Fanfiction[ L O S T ] Jake is lost in a train ride of emotions. He feels as if he's in a maze - corrupted by his negative thoughts and not full of understanding of them. Yet a certain emo boy, Johnnie Guilbert - helps him through this emotional time and their...
