Jake sighed as he entered the house, "I need a shower." He informed Johnnie as he walked past Johnnie and up the stairs.
"Oh, alright. But when you're done we are gonna talk about it, okay?" Johnnie called back, reminding Jake of last night's events.
"Okay." Jake replied as he heard from the top. He walked down the hallway, meanwhile Johnnie watched TV and scrolled on his social media downstairs.
As Jake showered, his mind was racing his thoughts. Making him feel like a mess, a lost, emotional – mess.
He washes his red hair, and his tatted body. Feeling the tension leaves his body as he is showering. He has been feeling overstimulated since he has been holding these feelings back and he just wants to get them figured out with Johnnie's assistance.
But the shower seems to be easing his tension. Once he finished his shower, he turned the knobs. Shutting the warm water off as he stepped out. He grabbed a towel and dried himself, – slipped on his PJ plaid pants and dried his hair.
He remained shirtless, – rubbing a hand on the reflection to remove the steam and condensation from the glass.
His red hair is wet and messy. Occasionally some droplets of water will drip onto his tatted arms. As he loosely crossed them over his chest.
His brown eyes are helplessly staring at himself in the mirror. His mind felt like razor blades. As if they're slashing his brain and making him bleed.
He felt such as a mess.
He felt LOST.
Confused by the feeling that are stored in his racing heart and aching mind. The bathroom felt a sudden emptiness to it.
He felt as if his mind was haunted, – racing constantly with the thoughts of his best friend, his sexuality, and his romantical feelings.
He is in love with Johnnie Guilbert.
No doubt about it.
As he kept his gaze on the mirror. He began to fall into an overthinking trance. Thinking about each encounter he has ever had with Johnnie.
How they kissed.
....Twice.
That made his stomach knot at the realization. He wasn't doing that as a joke, but because he meant it.
Did his feelings make more sense?
Does he not feel as lost anymore?
He wasn't sure, but he knows that he needs to figure it out.
And tonight he will.
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Fanfiction[ L O S T ] Jake is lost in a train ride of emotions. He feels as if he's in a maze - corrupted by his negative thoughts and not full of understanding of them. Yet a certain emo boy, Johnnie Guilbert - helps him through this emotional time and their...
