illicit affairs | matt sturniolo

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ive had this melodie in my head for the past couple days. i'm not even fucking joking. so i called the studio trio. and we're fucking back in the studio.

once i walked into the studio i saw harry. he gave me a big hug. "i'm sorry about you and matt" he said. "it's for the best" i sais. "dans not here yet?" "he was but then he had to go, so it's just me and you today" he smiled. "ok" i said.

i went up to the piano. and started to play it. "your still everything i want, i think we could work this out" i whispered.

"i love that" harry said. that's when we made wyd now? i'm obsessed with it. and then i played him the ones i love and i can do it with a broken heart. he told me that i should talk to taylor swift about selling her the song for her new album. and the ones i live will be on my next project according him.

"wanna record it?" he asked me.

"I saw you in the back of my show last night
Standing underneath the exit sign
I know it wasn't really you though
'Cause you were always in the front row
And I've been looking for love online
And maybe some of them are real good guys
They're never gonna be like you though
You set the bar above the moon so
I don't wanna be 20-something
And still in my head about
17 in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we'd
Paint the walls of our shared apartment
You're still everything I want and
I think we could work it out
So what are you doing now?"

i started to cry a little bit in the middle of it. but i needed to get through it

"Now that you finally got the job you like
I'm making money off the songs I write
I know you said that I could call you
I wonder if you wanna call too
Now that the future doesn't feel so far
It doesn't seem as wrong to want what's ours
And after everything that's happened
I wanna put it in the past tense
'Cause I don't wanna be 20-something
And still in my head about
17 in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we'd
Paint the walls of our shared apartment
You're still everything I want and
I think we could work it out
So what are you doing now?
Are you with somebody?
Should I even care?
Know you're not as happy
As when I was there
In your faded T-shirt
That I've kept this long
I still hear you laughing
When I put it on
I know
I don't wanna be 20-something
And still in my head about
17 in my bedroom talking
You said that by now we'd
Paint the walls of our shared apartment
You're still everything I want and
I think we could work it out
So what are you doing now?"

i said bye to harry and he gave me taylor's number. she's expecting me to call. after she fucking sued me. i thought my career was over.

i went in my car and dialled the number. "hello?" she said. "hey it's lexi mazer" i said. "hey lexi! what's up?" she asked. "listen i was just in the studio with harry and he told me you needed a song for an album?" i asked. "uh y'a i do actually" "i wrote a song that was never gonna see the light of day but i played it for harry and he said it was the perfect fit for you" i said.

"why don't you come over!? i'll send you the address and gracie's here" she said. "uh sure" i said not really having a choice. "ok! see you soon" she said.

"well fuck me" i groaned.

after a good 30 minute drive i got to her house. "it's so great seeing you" taylor gave me a hug. "great seeing you too" i smiled. "lex!" gracie said jumping into my arms.