illicit affairs | matt sturniolo

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"i'm gonna miss you" i said johnny as he was about to get on his tour bus. "i'll see you in 2 weeks lexi i promise" he said. "i love you" i said. "i love you too" he smiled. he kissed me and broke it and said "two weeks is nothing" "just a short time" i smiled.

"i'll see you in montreal" he smiled. "yes you will" i smiled. i decided that i would go tot the last two shows of johns tour which was montreal and detroit..

"i'll call you every day ok?" he said. "promise?" i asked. "of course i will, i don't think i could go without hearing your voice for two weeks" he said. "also happy one year birthday to sour" he smiled. "y'a" i smiled. "i'll see you soon lexi poo" he said one finally goodbye

"bye john john" i smiled. he got onto his bus and i got into my car to go to dans house.

"the grudge is insane" harry said right when i walked in. "i wrote it with johnny and we recorded it at his house" i smiled. "it's very very good made me cry man" dan said

"so how many songs do you wanna do today?" dan asked. "also happy one year of sour" he smiled. "thank you" i said smiling.

"i wanna do at least two because you all are going away" i said. "ok" harry said agreeing with me.

"i wanna do another matt song today" i said. "oh my god what did he do now?" harry asked. "i actually found a demo from sour that didn't fit on the album and it's called love is embarrassing" i said

"i remember that one!" dan said. "and the song fits on the album i think" i said. "play the demo" harry said

"I told my friends you were the one
After I'd known you, like, a month
And then, you kissed some girl from high school
And I stayed in bed for, like, a week
When you said space was what you need
Waited by my phone like a goddamn fool
And now, it don't mean a thing
God, love's fuckin' embarrassing
Just watch as I crucify myself
For some weird second string
Loser who's not worth mentioning
My God, love's embarrassing as hell
And I consoled you while you cried
Over your ex-girlfriend's new guy
My God, how could I be so stupid?
You found a new version of me
And I damn near started World War III
Jesus, what was I even doin'?
'Cause now, it don't mean a thing
God, love's fuckin' embarrassing
Just watch as I crucify myself
For some weird second string
Loser who's not worth mentioning
My God, love's embarrassing as hell
I give up, give up, I give up everything
I placed my bets and it's not worth anything
I give up, give up, but I keep comin' back for more
Yeah, it don't mean a thing
God, love's fuckin' embarrassing
Just watch as I crucify myself, hey, hey, hey
For some weird second-string
Loser who's not worth mentioning
My God, love's embarrassing as hell, yeah, yeah
I give up (ah), give up, I'll give up everything (ah-ha)
I'm plannin' out my wedding with some guy I'm never marryin'
I'm givin' up, I'm givin' up, but I keep comin' back for more" i played on my phone

"first off it doesn't even need any editing and if you like do some good shit guitar man that's a hit" dan said. "what if you did like kinda the same guitar as so american and they can be like song sisters" harry said

"wait i kinda love that" i said. "god imagine playing this on tour how fun it would be" harry said. "a little dance break in between the chorus and the bridge oh my god" i said.

"so this is a yes!?" dan asked, "yes!" i said. "this album is so good" harry said. "how's your album going?" i asked him. "it's going i have a solid 4 songs" he laughed