illicit affairs | matt sturniolo

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what the hell am i doing. why the fuck am i going to record a song with my cheating ex. thank god matt is coming because jesus christ am i nervous.

my team set this up before we broke up but then again nobody knows we broke up! but it's all gonna be ok because after we're going to vegas, well me, chris and matt are. nick really didn't want to go to the power slap event.

i got invited and chris and matt were already going to see justin's poker game so we just thought we can go all together.

me and matt went to johnnys studio and he squeezed my hand to reassuring me that it will be alright.  "hi" he let out.
"hi" i said

"matt" he said. "johnny" matt said with a little smile. but not like the smile he gives me. a fake smile. "so um how are you?" johnny asked me.

"i'm good, y'a getting ready for tour" i said. "and matt the youtube stuff i saw is going great" johnny said. "6 mill subscribers" matt laughed.

"so this song-" "already done you just need to sing" johnny said interrupting me. "great" i said standing up to go into the booth

johnny gave me his notebook with the title fun of it but before that i saw a song called home. i saw a glimpse of it. i guess the girl really makes him happy.

"We can keep this up, just stay quiet
Been sneaking around, no one's found out
Seeing so much more of you now
I guess that we've lasted 'cause no one's been let in"

jesus what the fuck. this is ridiculous.

he sang
"Cause people talk
And rumours walk
Let's keep it between us"

oh my days. i cannot take this. i think matt saw it in my face too.

then we both snag together

"Don't ever say what it is, don't put a label on it
'Cause if we let 'em all in, that just takes the fun out of it
There's a thrill in the secret, only if we can keep it
If we let 'em all in, that just takes the fun out of it"

then he sang by himself again

"Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, that just takes the fun out of it
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, that just takes the fun out of it"

hen johnny singled me to sing again with him

"We could go anywhere you wanna go
Look up at the stars, they're beautiful
Anything you wanna be
Baby, please
Will you kiss and tell?
All the others do
They just run their mouths (Baby, please)
Can we keep it this chill? (Can we keep it this chill?)

i felt my eyes stinging. i cannot. this can't be happening. i can't cry. not again. not infront of him.

then johnny sang the rest by himself.

"Don't ever say what it is (Can we keep it this chill?), don't put a label on it
'Cause if we let 'em all in (Can we keep it this chill?)
But there's a thrill in the secret (Can we keep it this chill?), only if we can keep it
If we let 'em all in, yeah
Don't ever say what it is, don't put a label on it
'Cause if we let 'em all in (That just takes the fun out of it), yeah
There's a thrill in the secret, only if we can keep it
If we let 'em all in (That just takes the fun out of it)"

"thank you for doing this for me lexi, i seriously owe you" johnny said. matt rolled his eyes. "it's not a big deal, we actually have to go we have a flight to catch" i said trying not to have yet a bigger awkward situation.

"power slap thing right?" matt and i looked at him weirdly. "i was invited to go but mia didn't want to" he said. "sounds like a great treat" matt said sarcastically.

here we fucking go. "what the fuck is that supposed to mean" johnny asked. "johnny you know what it means we have to go" i said.

"actually i don't" johnny said smugly. "newsflash! you cheated on me with maya or whatever, obviously my boyfriend, my friends and myself are gonna be a little mad" i shouted.

he was surprised that i spoke like that. matt put his arm around my shoulder proudly. "bye johnjohn!" matt said when we got in the car.

"that was hot" matt said once we were in the car. "thank you" i smiled widely. "your so cute" matt kissed my nose. we picked up chris from the house, said bye to nick and went to the airport.