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July 22, 2024

Mavi's POV

'fuck hangover'

First thought that comes in my mind when I woke up.

I blink few times as I rub my eyes to adjust in the sunlight.

When I checked my phone, I saw a lot of messages from Colet.

from: ate <3

Nakauwi na ako,
ipinagluto na kita
ng almusal mo.
May advil din dyan
if kailangan mo.
Fix yourself.

from: ate <3

One more thing,
Avi was there
last night. She
saw us and maybe
she think na may
something between
us. Please lang naman
Mavi, kung wala kang
maayos na plano sa
buhay mo bumalik
ka na lang ng Manila
patayin mo nalang
ulit yung sarili mo
sa trabaho. Gawin mo
na lahat ng gusto.
Bahala kana. Pagod
na pagod na akong
buhatin ka tuwing
may problema ka.
Kung talagang hindi
mo malimutan yang
taong yan, h'wag mo
nalang guluhin si Avi.

I'm honestly shook by her words. Crys never said things like this. I feel like was slap by her.

Maybe she's right, I should stop making things complicated with everyone around me.

Pero hindi kasi nila ako maintindihan.

Then I remember the conversation I had with Crys last night.

flashback

"I don't think I can continue doing this. Avi is really different from her." I said as I turn to Crys to her reaction.

"And what makes you think na valid yang  reason mo?" She asked

"I feel like I am cheating with my-

Oh! Come on Mavi, matagal na siyang wala maiintihan niya yun. At saka ano bang inaarte mo? Inis na inis na ako sayo ha." She cut me off.

"And besides single naman kayo parehas ni Avi. Ano ba naman yan Mavi. Nandyan na yung opportunity mo ayaw mo pa? Gusto ka na nga ni Avi oh. Tangina are you really just going to waste everything. Napakatagal natin 'tong pinagplanohan eh!" She started to raised her voice at me.
I look down as my tears begin to come out.

"Hindi mo kasi ako naiintindihan!" I yelled as I stood up.

"Yun na nga Mavi! Hindi nga kita maintindihan!" She stood beside me as she pointed her finger in my forehead.

"Kung ano ba yang nandyan sa isip mo! Kung bakit na hanggang ngayon hindi mo parin kayang kalimutan yung nangyari! That was 4 years ago! Magmove on ka naman!" She yelled and she walk out.

I was left there, alone.

If only she knew how painful that night was, I'm sure she will understand.

It's not easy to let go of things.

It will never be easy for me to forget about her.

For now, I really need to fix what Avi and I have.


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