The broken heart

Chapter 51

Kevin heard them curiously talking about that day, even Jungkook was listening. 

"Am I really there brother? How can someone so pathetic and poor like me be there brother? All of them are perfect, even Jungkook is good at everything, I am piece of shit in front them. They have money and power, even they are so handsome. They don't even have a single bruise on them, but I'm full of them. I'm so out of place. They are good and they don't deserve someone so cheap like me. I shouldn't be in here. They will eventually throw me out seeing how much a burden I'm going to be. They deserve someone better than me. I can't be a burden to them. I can't!"

That's right, You ugly bastard, They don't deserve some one like you. They were all perfect until you came and vanishes everything. You even hit that poor Jungkook, without a reason. Monster like you shouldn't live a place like heaven, You should go to the hell. Like your Appa saying"

Kevin visibly shrink at thinking that. "He said he will be there too, I don't wanna go there"

Don't be a trouble maker, Just leave them alone. You deserve the pain, because you are so unlucky. You will eventually make others unlucky too. You are a danger! Everyone should avoid you!

"What should I do? When should I leave?" 

You are such a dumb head, If you escape they will surely find you idiot, Just make them hate you, so they will dump you like a garbage, then you are free"

Kevin gulped, "Should I do that really?" He mumbled. Everyone shift there gazes towards the boy, 

"What is it bub?" Jimin asked. Kevin shook his hurriedly, wiping his eyes. He just want to leave.

"Mmm, Kevin, You can go to your room and have a little nap, until dinner" Jin was the survivor for him at this point. He suddenly get up, but to regret it as stretching make his subsidized pain to hit agian. He shrieked . "Slow down Kevin!" Jin get up and try to lift his hoodie up to check him. Kevin pushed Jin's hands away. Jin was taken aback, but regain himself,. "You can go, Do you need one of us to escort you to the room?" Jin asked softly even though he is hurt by his behavior, Kevin again shook his head and left to the room. 

He came to the bedroom, that claimed to be his and laid down slowly, minding his wounds. His mind was a mess. Once he thought there is no way they are his brothers, The DNA or anything there can be mistakes, but when he saw his Joonie bear in that photo, His chain of thoughts breaks. His once protective instincts start to wearing off and leaving this place take over his mind. He just start to blindly listening to his inner voice, The continue commotions and differences making his little mind more vulnerable. He feels easy to listen to that inner voice, instead of making his own decisions. Literally he was so tired at this point!

He isn't sleepy anymore, his eyes became teary remembering his Jooniebear, The only friend he had. 

Flashback

It was another hellish morning for little Kevin, His little hands are sore from sweeping and wiping that old creepy house, They were in a new place they came few weeks ago, Kevin hate it here. It is so dirty, dark abandoned old type of Korean house which is situated in a sub-urban area. He is now sweeping the dirty kitchen, as his Father ordered him to sweep the house. 

"Come here you brat!" Mr. Yang shouted, Kevin pushed aside the broom and ran fast in front of that monster. "Go get your school bag" He said and Kevin without a second get his school bag, which Mr. Yang get to him. Yang put a lunch bow inside it. Kevin smiled brightly, thinking his dad was giving him a meal, but Yang whacked his head, "Listen carefully, You have to go back to the playground in interval, and handover this lunch box to one who is in there. He is a big boy, respect him and don't mess with him." Kevin listen to him with teary eyes, his little heart is aching, "What are you going to do?" Mr. Yang asked as he don't want his little slave to mess his first big work.