The broken heart

Chapter 44

Jin and Yoongi watch disappearing figures of their dongsaengs and left to the front gate of the hospital as Yoongi's driver coming there. They both hopped in to the back seat of the car that ride to the base. When they come to the base Kai already made the all arrangements.  Jin was sitting on the head chair changing all the sitting plan. Yoongi was in the right side of the Jin. 

"Where is he?" Yoongi asked from the Kai. "He is outside sir, If you give the permission he will be here in a second" Kai said earning a stiff nod from Yoongi. 

With Min Ji-Yeon

I left all the mafia works because of my last assigned job. I felt so helpless and disgust about myself after that incident. Don't know why? But that moments still haunting inside me. His innocent doe eyes filled with tears, despite the scares his calming face that I can't find from any other child in that situation. His maturity is one of the thing that surprised me a lot. The pure heart that trust me, I know I'm the one who broke it in to pieces. Even with harsh surrounding he able to protect his that innocent, lovely heart. However I'm being a total betrayer broke him. I regret that day. The little talks with him break my heart, not even a day in this 4 years I never remind him. I hope all the best for him.

After leaving all the work I went live with my daughter who is 12 at that time in my birth village. She grown up to a beautiful young lady. I'm sacrificing my whole life to her and the kids in the orphanage. Yes, I'm working at a orphanage, that's how big my regret is. It's aching me so bad even it is past. People say wounds heal with the time, but mine is still fresh. I want to sacrifice my life for helpless kids, for him. 

I don't know why?. But tomorrow one of my previous member told me to come to Seoul and It's important. I tried to tell that I left but, I guess I still have some crazy debts to pay. I worked for the most powerful mafia gang in the country, I know if I neglect their threats not only me everyone is in a deep shit. So, I gather myself up and came to Seoul being ready for everything. 

Now I'm sitting outside the main base after one of them pick me up from the train station.  I came here few times but right now God knows where I'm in this underground maze. I'm scared for my life, I can't figure out what would be the fucking reason they remembered a not so good spy after almost 4 years. 

"Ji-Yeon follow me" Mr. Kai, the only highest member I knows called me suddenly. I mumbled a quick "Yes sir" and followed him. The deep we are going inside in this dimly lit corridors more the fear grows. I was abruptly stop at few places checking me head to toe, God! I fucking left the mafia shit. We stopped at a big wooden door, it feel like entrance to the hell, two guards starts to checking me again, the only sanity they gave me was let to keep my underwear. Freaking bastards!

"Listen! Behave carefully. Leader is no joke! He will just shoot you and he is with his elder brother, so respect!" Kai nonchalantly said. "What?!" I'm scared, what the hell he wants from me.  I worked for them for more than 6 years, even though I never saw the mafia king. I heard he has bunch of brothers, but meeting them was never in my interest. Despite being old man in their father's age my heart beat at the peak. I'm dying already lacking information. "Yes! Tell the truth and respect!, that's the thing matters. If he see you like this he surely gonna kill you, just gather yourself up!" Kai sternly said. He is correct though. I took a deep breath and get ready for anything. "Ready?" Kai asked from me, "Yes sir" He nodded to me and gesturing guards to open the door to the dungeon that only screams the fear and power. I cursed myself for getting myself in this kind of job.

All the higher officials sat on the long mahogani table with their popular poker faces. I stood beside Kai Sir. I felt he is the only one I can rely now. Yes! I'm scared of my life. I felt so small in front of them.