A/N: HOW MANY OF YOU HOES MISSED ME? My deepest apologies to all my readers especially my OGS (you know who you are).... This summer, I unexpectedly gained custody of my nephew! I am now no longer just an aunt but playing the parental role as well! Life is hectic and I am too young to have a child but I love him relentlessly!! Does anyone want a spoiler from the structured notes I wrote for each chapter plot for this book? WELP YALL GOTTA VOTE ON THAT.... I can't just drop some MAJOR CANNON spoilers can I? Nope....
Bella's POV:
Being summoned by Diana was not exactly boosting my confidence on this situation currently...
I sighed as I walked to the living room and sat down on the farthest section of the couch in fear they would bite me....
I mean I would let them bite me? Just not like a rabid grizzly bear trying to rip my arm and soul off or make me gush blood from my neck like an old Pop Eye cartoon....
"Talking I do believe is of your right from the first amendment... but yes I give you my blessing to speak to me." I said bitting a bit to sassy than I thought I should
Fuck that sounds like a spoiled brat?!?!!?
I DIDN'T MEAN IT!!
I cleared my throat cutting them off before they could speak, "Sorry hung over drunk..." I said giving the best excuse I could in the moment without lying
"You're fine sweetheart." Sade said excusing the behavior before anyone could speak
Sweetheart?
Does she not hate me?
Anyone can say sweetheart to someone right?
What does sweetheart mean?
What the actual fuck Sade!!!
UGH!!
Why are they so confusing
Is she fucking with me?
What the fuck balls
What the rachet cunt balls?!?!?!?! WHO PLAYS SOMEONE LIKE THAT
....
Okay, maybe I play men like that.... Or well boys? NO, I only go for men...... until after the break up then of course there are boys but that means I dated someone less than a man? But I don't really date men let alone people
To much drama
Dating is such bad news. Actual death trap.
Well.... I guess I've had some good relationships but not enough.
Is dating even worth it?
You have to sign onto being with a single human being- wait no you don't?!
There are casual dating, fling, open relationships, poly relationships, closed poly relationships, and open poly relationships.... But all of those have a commitment that breaks my heart in the end...
Casual dating is too risky of gaining actual long term feelings... ends in heartbreak....
Flings are self-explanatory on how it can end in a heartbreak
Open relationships have the possibility of their relationship falling or leaving them for another relationship... ultimately ending in heartbreak.
Closed poly relationships, well if the dynamic doesn't sit right after the honeymoon stage.... It ends in heartbreak
And open poly relationships literally ends in a catfight and a heartbreak
NOO THANKS OFFICIALLY STAYING SINGLE
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Love amongst Essex
RomanceBella is running away from a small town in Oregon where her abusive father lives. She moves cross country to an IVY league school in New York called Essex. The only thing she knows about New York is her two guy friends. Noah and Tom, Noah has been a...
