Bella is running away from a small town in Oregon where her abusive father lives. She moves cross country to an IVY league school in New York called Essex. The only thing she knows about New York is her two guy friends. Noah and Tom, Noah has been a...
Bella woke up nuzzled into Sade's neck who was fast asleep.
Bella woke up forgetting the night priors events for a moment, it was just so peaceful and comfy. But soon she noticed her headache and went to move to grab some water when she felt the pain on her thighs and back from being slammed against the bathtub and grabbed on her legs.
The feeling was unbearable.
Bella would normally call up one of the boys to go get her but with last night's events, she wasn't sure if she could face either of them.
This wasn't the first time something like this had happened to Bella, and probably not the last, unfortunately.
This was different though. Normally she knew people, as she grew up in a small coastal town. Normally she could blame herself, and normally parties weren't as crowded. Sure she has gone to some pretty huge parties in the past but she normally had a date to them or the boys were there. This feeling was different to her and she had no idea why, he didn't go all the way, did he? She couldn't tell or remember... She could just feel the pain. Physically and mentally. Emotionally rattled as well.
Bella felt disgusted with herself.
She felt like she lost control. 'Am I in control?' Bella asked herself, that thought running through her head rapidly.
Bella was a smart girl... Right? She definitely didn't feel that way.
Bella felt small, degraded, broken, and lost.
Normally she called the boys to come get her or be with her... But those were some of the last people she wanted to see.
Who did she want to see?
She was sitting up between Sade and Zuri which should be her heaven but currently it felt like her downfall.
Bella needed someone but who?
She knew the boys would be here today and wouldn't let her just have her door shut as past events so what now?
What to do? Is what she thought to herself confused and frustrated.
Bella got up out of bed slowly and gently to not wake any of the girls and made her way to her bedroom.
She needed to get out. She needed to leave.
Bella packed a small bag and changed into a baggy outfit the was mostly all brown.
Bella's outfit:
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Wasn't exactly her style but that was the point. She didn't want something revealing or eye-catching.
Bella took off her tracking necklace and bracelet that she wore to make sure the boys could find her but she didn't exactly want to be found.
