||6|| pain ❤️‍🩹

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Pain is all you felt seeing him with them.

He knew they made your life hell yet he didn't seem to care.

He promised you he would always protect you and make you happy yet here you are in the worst possible pain because of him.

You used to be best friends but suddenly he stopped talking to you and would always ignore you.

He then became popular and became friends with the people who would bully you.

You didn't really understand what happened between the two of you all you knew is that you missed him.

You missed him so much but you couldn't have him.

As you continue to stare at him he suddenly looks at you and makes eye contact.

You held it for 10 seconds yet it felt like years had passed.

The tears you so desperately tried holding began to fall as you continued to stare into his eyes.

A look of guilt took over his face but it had faded as soon as it came.

You then broke eye contact and used all your power to walk away and leave him behind.

To let him go.

As hard as it was you made a promise to yourself that you would let him go.

So you did just that.

You made some amazing friends that treated you like you were worth something and you moved on.

You finally forgot him and found someone else who treated you like you were a queen.

He loved you with all his heart and he showed it, he was always there for you and always put you first.

And you loved him more than anything.

Your old bsf tried to become your friend again and tried to convince you that he would never leave you again but you knew it was a lie.

It was very hard for you but you finally moved on and forgot about him.

You were also so proud of yourself for keeping your promise.

And you could never be happier than you were now.

His POV:

I can't believe I let someone so amazing leave my life.

I truly did used to love her but I just couldn't stand being a loser.

She may have been my best friend but being popular just seemed to interest me more.

So I left her behind, which i know broke her but I didn't really care anymore.

She was just another annoying person in my life.

I joined the popular friend group that used to bully her and I couldn't say I was happy with them but at least I was popular.

She tried to get me back so I don't think she understood I didn't care about her but she would eventually learn and i couldn't wait for when she did.

~5 months later~

She finally moved on and it hurt me so much.

I know I told her I didn't care and I didn't but I was jealous.

I was jealous that she was generally happy and had friends who she loved and who loved her.

I tried getting her back but for some stupid reason she said no.

SHE MOVED ON TO ANOTHER BOY.

She wasn't allowed to move on or be happy unless it was with me.

I can't believe she would leave me like that she knows how much I love her.

But I had to let her be happy because deep down i knew she deserved so much better than me and she deserved to be truly happy.

So I finally left her behind.

I let her go.

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Word count = 597

This is like the first thing I ever wrote so I hope it's okay.

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