The Loveless Letter (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 19

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POV: Bree

"God I am so stupid..." I mumbled as I paced the length of my room.

My body felt like it was vibrating with each step and my anxiety was through the roof.

I was avoiding Liv.

I was avoiding Liv because I couldn't look her in the face and ignore those warm, fuzzy feelings that flowed through me. It was hard enough when I was sick, but I didn't have the energy or brain power to think about it.

But now...

Now, I was thinking about it and my whole world was crumbling around me...

I also felt bad for avoiding Liv.

I had been avoiding her and ignoring her calls because of these stupid feelings. I was sure she didn't understand why I was doing this all of a sudden. Especially right after we had just made up for the fight we had at the bakery.

"God I really am so... stupid." I said aloud, frustrated.

My eyes sought out my phone that was on the nightstand near my bed.

I bit my lip, hard enough to draw blood, as I warred with myself.

Just call her you, idiot!

One call.

One call so she knows you still care about her.

Decision made, I was about to go for the phone when my doorbell rang which made me want to pull out every hair follicle in my head.

"Ugh!" I grunted while I squeezed my eyes shut.

Why now of all times...

Maybe I could just ignore it?

Standing there for a second, I waited to see if whoever at my door would go away, but another ring washed away any hope I had for that idea to come true. The ringing kept happening and I was getting angry that whoever this was wouldn't just leave me the hell alone.

So I marched my way to my door, threw it open, and got ready to yell at whoever it was, but stopped when I saw a familiar face looking at me with wide eyes.

"Surprise?" Jess said unconvincingly.

I groaned and rubbed my face with my hands.

"Jess... Hello." I replied. "It's nice to see you, but why the hell are you here?"

"Maybe I just want to see one of my favorite people." Jess replied while shrugging. "Are you going to let me in or..."

I rolled my eyes at the woman, but moved out of the way so she could come in.

Once Jesss stepped into my apartment, I closed the door and went into my kitchen because I wanted a drink, but I had to settle for some water for now. I heard her steps beside me, but we walked in silence until I got my water and chugged it down in one go. Jess was staring at me weirdly, but I ignored her and waited for her to say something.

I sighed when she didn't.

"So?" I asked, hands fiddling with each other as I leaned back onto my countertop.

"How's the wedding coming along?" Jess asked.

"You want the truth Jess? It's going terrible. I'm stressed and now Henry has left me to fend for myself. Again." I answered, frustration and anger in my tone.