..Out of the Blue ..💙

11. it's getting worse

6 months forward

Monica's POV

It's been 6 months since Rishi's death. It was hard for me to process business alone as well as our Son. I had to take my son to therapy to open up. That's so me . Like how can I be mad at my son for not opening up when I was or literally am like that.

And in the buisness world. Sure i am maintaining as it is but I have to do extra  work to keep up with that. I realised that most people really hated me they only stayed because Rishi was a good man and was really kind to them. After his death most of them hesitated to work with me.

Most people who smiled at me during meetings was only because Rishi was with me but now I understood.

But I don't give a shit. Employees can be replaced by Boss. I don't have sentiments in business .

And my mother is more depressed than my son. Ayan is staying most of the time there with her. She's more comforting than me, does that make me a bad mother, an unfit one. Without Rishi we didn't have that much to talk about. He never shows any interest in talking to me about anything other than academics. No matter how much I try he just wouldn't. But I am his mother I can't give up my child. I will try until he trust me, open up to me.

Zoya's POV

Paying Bills were harder than I imagined. I don't even have anything left to save. Lack of degree is another setback for jobs. It's hard to get a good paying job without a degree. My child is healthy she started to run on her knees. It's her smile that helps me to get up. Mom sends some money somedays. I can't reject it considering my situation. I need the money. Poor would be an understatement I am actually broke. So let's reintroduce me again Zoya singh Bhatiya,24, broke single mother without a job or a degree. No support from my rich dad. And love of my life is dead.
At this point I thinking about going to club doing stripping. With all the work. I became thinner my bellyfat almost shrunk . Stretch marks also healed .

The one and only thing that would earn me more money but now I have to do it full time not as a fun hobby.

I contacted Zach . He told me he was happy about my decision. So officialy i am going to be a full time stripper. But I know i can't do it forever because I don't want Athena to see me as that. I need to provide her the best education. She'll never have to know that her mother is a stripper. If i start now then within 2,3 years I can earn decent money and save something for myself and my angel.

You got this...Zach gave me a thumbs up ...after a long time I wore that mask again.

Monica's POV

My husband was sick with a tumour in his head. Wow wonderful information, I get to know about it after his death ie to after 8 fucking months.
I don't know how to feel anymore, so Rishi was about to die , but before that he died in accident. Yea I am searching in Rishis drawer where he used to keep important documents. I was searching something about the company. Suddenly a report fell , it was a scanning report, for further details i contacted the Dr. He was a famous neuro. Infact the best one, after listening to his talk about my late husbands condition..

But why...why didn't he say anything about it....This was the reason he has been acting weird. So what about Zoya, where is she, did she knew about my husband's condition. Did they broke up because of it. So many questions popped inside my mind but that's none of your concern Monica. Now you can't reverse anything back focus. I put the file back into his drawer and left the room.

Ma'am someone has been following us for an hour now, my driver said looking at the rear view mirror. Who do you think it is sensing any danger ?
No ma'am I think this person is someone important trying to get our attention. I will text my guards we can stop somewhere..ok ma'am. My body guards arrived at the destination earlier than us.