..Out of the Blue ..💙

26.kisses

Now I am facing a very curious face of Elizabeth. It's like she's going to swallow me whole.

"So she kissed you, and she hasn't talked about it?"

"No," I muttered.

"Do you think she kissed any girls before?"

"How the fuck would I know?"

"Well, what do you feel about it? Did you like it?"

I was silent. I couldn't say no.

"I don't know. I might've. I kissed her back. I think I'm horny, or it might be because of my dry sex life."

"Well, that's also possible. But you know Zoya is a woman, Monica."

"Yeah, I know. I think I'm gonna try with a female."

"What?"

"I don't know. Maybe I'll try sleeping with a woman to confirm whether I'm bisexual or gay."

"Is that really necessary? Do you feel like it?"

"No, but still. You know how impatient I am about finding solutions for whatever this is."

"Well, all the best then. Women are different and exciting."

I scrunched my face. "I don't know, maybe."

"And how's the case progressing?"

"We're tracing but couldn't get any info. There were no signs of further attacks or threats. I think whoever they are is laying low."

"How did Zoya react to the situation?"

"Well, she was calm. I think she got an idea. Her expression was not what I expected. And I agree to one point: Zoya is kind of unpredictable for me. And I don't know what that means."

"You're interested in her?"

"I don't know. She's intriguing and attractive, but I don't know about the romantic side of it."

"You tried to talk to her about it?"

"No, absolutely not. She's distancing herself. I think she needs some time to process. Maybe she's also sex-deprived. I don't know when was the last time she got laid."

"Maybe you can try, Monica," Elizabeth winked.

"Ew, no thanks. Stop imagining things, Beth."

"Haha, how do you know what I was imagining?"

"Well, I might not be a therapist, but I know something about you and your dirty thoughts."

"Well, truth to be told, I even imagined what you would be like, you know, in bed."

"Ew!" I threw a pillow at her. "How are you even a therapist?"

"You forgot that I am also a sex therapist."

"Whatever you are. So, when are you planning to sleep with someone? I can maybe ask the help of Alison and Lily, or we can go to a gay bar."

"A gay bar?"

"Yep."

"I don't know. It feels weird."

Zoya's POV

It's been three days, and I've been avoiding her like the plague. Oh god, what was I thinking? I kissed Monica Mittal. What's happening? Sure, she's pretty and hot and all, but still, she's a woman and my ex's wife. And she kissed back. Yeah, there was no mistake. She kissed back. But I still don't have the guts to address the elephant in the room. Do I have to apologize and say that it was a mistake? But why should I, since she kissed back? Or else I could say it was caught up in the moment and meant nothing—something like that.