..Out of the Blue ..💙

18 Aftermath

Zoya's POV

Fuck...where am I ..in heaven fuck do people sleep in bikinis in heaven..shit

where I am i. Certainly I am not dead yet. But I almost decided to die yesterday but I couldn't but I got drunk like seriously drunk. After 4 years I am getting drunk like this .

One bad and good thing when I am completely drunk is that I remember everything that happened when I was drunk like every details but it's a curse now now i clearly remember what happened during night fuck thank God Monica doesn't kill me which room am i even sleeping
Is it morning yet . Is she awake I peeked through the blanket the time piece shows 7.00 AM. She was not in the bed. But I heard some noises from shower. Thank God she's in shower I looked around the room was of dark interior but kind of screamed strong sense of power all the items where neatly placed. I found my phone placed on nearby table thier was a frame of Monica and Ayan over the small bedside table. I haven't seen Ayan around here might be studying in hostel or something but the photo seemed really nice Monica was smiling in the photo she seemed really happy and Ayan just looks like young Rishi ,his beautiful hair. Made me remind of him. I shook my thoughts away i heard some noises like unlocking door. Oh shit no way I am going to wake before she gets out of here I covered myself in blanket and pretended to sleep. But as soon as I pretended to sleep a smell blessed my nose. What smell is that fuck i miss luxury so much it smelt like heaven. I knew the smell was comming nearer . I hope i won't squint my eyes I was little scared I am really bad at this . Inorder to hide my face I just shifted and tossed a bit indicating I was still sleeping. After shifting to the other side through the blanket i squinted my eyes. Shit she was getting ready and she was in her bikini. Oh my God i forgot to breathe how can she ..what is eating like damn how can someone be as sculptured as her. It seems like she haven't aged over years . Why am I watching a women changing shameless i closed my eyes but only after she worn the dress.

Then a knot formed in my stomach yesterday's events played on my head highlight of all was my puking oh my God i puked on her like all over her . She muttered something i couldn't remember. And highlight number 2 she kissed me. Highlight number 3 I am in her bed almost naked. If I wake up now then their are chances that I will be dead . So I am gonna pretend until she leave for office. I almost feel guilty for not thinking about Athena i remeber Monica saying she was really upset. I need to make it up to my little angel.

My actuall plan was to die but didn't had the courage everything was overwhelming and i decided to buy some alcohol but I still couldn't die.

Somebody knocked at the door to my surprise I heard my angels voice. Where's mommy miss Mittal mommy is sleeping dear look. I did wanted to open my eyes and hug my daughter but my bikini said no plus i won't dare to face Monica.

She's tired from last night let her sleep a little more we can have breakfast, i will be down soon. Ok miss Mittal, are you sure about our punishment. Yes dear I am pretty sure we will punish her together. Wait what punishment what are they even referring, I ll come down soon sweetheart she said kissing my daughters forhead for the first time I ve seen Monica showing affection actually she has been nice since we came here not the cold Monica Mittal. Well who would be cold to their own 3 year old right. Aghh..I can't i closed my eyes again again a certain smell was nearing me this time it was really close. Like really close my heartbeat raced what's happening why is she so close I heard a tap noise she has placed something on my table soon that smell started to fade and I heard the door close . I squinted my eyes again she placed a tablet and water near my table . Plus a small note.

Dresses are in the cupboard and take the aspirin. Cursive handwriting why is her handwriting so hot.

Agh i laid there again honestly I was really tired went back to sleep .