Before you

28 *

We went back to the hotel, and we did exactly what we said we would.

We ordered roomservice, ate it on the balcony and now, we were laying on the bed, watching a movie.

Not naked might I add, not yet at least.

"Max didn't believe that we were dating by the way" I said, while laying on his chest. "Yeah I figured something like that" Lando chuckled.

He brushed his fingers against my back. I always wondered why he wanted me to fake being his girlfriend so desperately.

I was done wondering now, I felt as if I deserved to know the truth.

"So he knew about your ex and stuff?" I asked.

"Yeah he did, everyone did. I was pretty fucked up for a while" he answered calmly.

"Why? What did she do?"

He sighed a little. It obviously wasn't his favorite subject and maybe it was none of my business, but then again, I actually think it was my business.

She clearly did something very bad to mess him up like that.

"She cheated, turned up with a baby that wasn't mine, lied and only wanted my money" he summed up.

"Damn" I mumbled.

"Yeah and you know what's worse of all?" He asked.

"No?" I put my chin on his chest and looked up at him.

"Before I met you, I would've taken her back if she asked me to"

I sighed, kissed his chest softly. He was so desperately in love with her, which made me kinda nervous.

Was he ever gonna love me as much as he loved her?

"But I didn't even think about her since I met you" he said, pulled me closer on his body. "You saved me"

Little did he know, that he made my life so much better too. I couldn't put it in words and telling him I love him would be way too soon.

So instead, I kissed his chest, up to his neck and lips.

We started kissing, passionately and deeply, just like our love. I guess him opening up to me made us even closer together.

We kissed each other, everywhere. I kissed every little spot on his body and so did he.

And while we did, we undressed each other.

We saw each other naked a lot of times already, but for some reason, this time was different.

We weren't about to fuck, we were about to make love to each other.

And believe me, I was quite nervous for it, we never did that before.

As always, he grabbed a condom and put it on before sliding inside of me. A quick moan escaped both of our lips.

He put his hand on my cheek, pressed his lips against mine and kissed me again.

We moaned on each other lips, while he slowly moved inside of me.

No fast moments, nothing rough. It was nothing like we normally did.

This wasn't lust anymore, this was love. Pure love.

He didn't need to say it, I could see it in his eyes. Because for once, for the first time.

He didn't have his eyes closed.