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37.

I didn't go with Lando to his next race.  I stayed in Monaco with Jack. It has been a long time since we weren't together during race weekends.

I would much rather go with him, especially now he's been more competitive. He was winning more and more races.

But that also meant that he was feeling stressed because of the pressure.

It was Sunday, race day and I knew he probably wouldn't be eating today.

He couldn't lately, he was so stressed that he couldn't eat.
I wish I went with him, so I could try to calm him down.

But I couldn't because I had to make a quick stop in London. I had to check in on the company, which I did and everything seemed okay.

Savannah was doing a good job, she helped wherever she could. We spend two days together, going over the finances and employees.

So today, we decided to watch the race, together with Xanthi.
They already seemed to know each other, not very well or anything, but good enough.

We were all laying on the big couch in Xanthi's and Max place together.
They sure had a pretty apartment together.

"Max isn't here?" I asked, picking Jack off the floor and putting him on top of me. "No, he's watching the race with a couple of his friends" Xanthi answered.

It was still weird to think that Lando used to like her, not that she wasn't pretty or anything. She definitely was stunning.

But imagine if she liked Lando back, imagine if they got together before I met him.

My life definitely wouldn't be the same.

"So I'm kinda bothered about Francesca, do you think she will stay away now?" I looked at both of them.

Savannah was Francesca's best friend in the past and Xanthi got to learn about her pretty well.

If they didn't know, then no one would.

"Stay away? No she won't" Savannah said calmly. Xanthi nodded in agreement. "She's a rat, she will always come back and pester you" Xanthi added.

I sighed. "I need to do something about her, I don't want her to show up again, I need to get rid of her"

"Well, murder seems like a fine solution" Xanthi said, which made Savannah look at her with a frown. "I am only joking" she quickly added.

But then she looked at me and mouthed ''I'm not'

I chuckled, maybe that was a bit extreme though.

"Well she only will show up if she has a opportunity to fuck with y'all, so don't give her that opportunity" Sav shrugged as if it was easy.

"And how should I do that?"

"You do another test, to make sure that Lando isn't the dad and then she will have no excuse to come back"

Yeah well, maybe she was right. We had to do a test of our own instead of doing nothing and just not believing her.

That's definitely what we were gonna do when Lando came back.

Make it clear for once and for all, so we could start a family of our own.

That's what I was most excited for anyways.

Lando ❤️

Good luck baby!
Don't be too nervous
You'll do great ❤️

Thank you baby
Wish you were here

I know 😔
But Jack and I will be watching

I love you!

I love you too
Be careful