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35.

I was pretty tired lately. Trying to my job, traveling with Lando, him having to do his job, taking care of Jack.

It was a lot sometimes.

But I would never complain. I love every single bit. I love to support Lando, I love taking care of Jack and I love my job.

I couldn't ask for more, sometimes I even wished for a bit less.

We spend a lot of time with Max and Kelly, and equally as much time with Max and Xanthi.

I liked them. I was so glad that his friends were slowly becoming mine as well.

We went to dinner with Max and Xanthi tonight. But we ate pretty quick.

We left Jack at the apartment and I was tired. I could really use an early night in.

"Anyways, we are going home, I see this pretty one is tired" Lando smiled as he nodded at me. "Yeah us too" Max said.

So we all got up, Lando paid and we went all outside. Max had to use the restroom, so Xanthi and I were waiting outside while Lando took some pictures with fans.

"How is little Jack doing?" Xanthi asked with a smile.

"Well, I see why Lando and him clicked. They have the same personality for sure" I chuckled. "It's amazing though."

Most of the time, we took Jack with us wherever we went, but he also had to learn to stay alone for a little while.

Even though I was afraid to walk in to the mess he probably made.

"Watch out" Xanthi nodded her head in the direction of where Lando was standing.
I thought he was just talking to some fans, but he wasn't.

He was talking to Francesca. This girl was everywhere and it was starting to annoy me.

But this time, Lando looked at her differently, he was smiling and so was she.
It looked at if they were having a pleasant conversation.

I walked up to them and their conversation immediately stopped.

He didn't put his arm around my waist like he usually would, he didn't held my hand. He was just standing there.

I already noticed he was acting different lately. Texting and calling someone and immediately putting his phone away when I walked in the room.

I never thought he could be calling her. Out of everyone.

"Anyways, I should get going" Francesca said as she looked at Lando. Took a quick glance at me as well. "Bye"

We were both standing there, looking at how she walked away.

"You still love her" I said, softly but still convinced about it.

I could see it in his eyes, even a child could see that.

He could try and deny it, but he's never been a liar. "I am sorry" he mumbled.

"Why did you kick her out exactly?"

I knew bits and pieces of the story, I knew that she lied and probably cheated.
Did he kick her out because Francesca's daughter wasn't his?

"She lied about several things, I guess she just wanted my money, or that's what everyone said at least." He shrugged. "I just don't know"

"Go after her" I nodded at her.

He shook his head a little, but he was still a little hesitant. He wanted to go after her.

"Go" I said again.

"Will you be okay?" He looked at me.

Honestly no, I wasn't gonna he okay. His so called fear of losing me, was actually my fear.

I fell for him, loved him and with a snap of his fingers, he decided to break my heart and leave.

"I will be fine" I fake smiled.

"I love you" he lied. He clearly lied.

"You don't" I said. "You've always been hers but thank you for trying"

And with that, he ran after her, leaving me behind.