𝐁𝐲 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐒𝐢𝐝𝐞 | Milo Manheim

thirtyeight

THIRD POINT OF VIEW

rosalie would of never thought it would get to this point. she thought he was the one. the one who wasn't gonna make her suffer anymore.

her silence of thoughts faded away when she heard someone from behind. she didn't turn, didn't react, she just let that person sit next to her. she knew it was him. they both sat in silence, until rosalie decided to break the silence.

she turned to look at him, and admired him. his side profile was beautiful, everything about him was beautiful.

"you know why i made this trip?" rosalie began.

"hm?"

"to move on from you." she answered.

he loved her so much, he'd do anything just to see her happy. so if he had to let her go, he'd do it.

"you know why i came?" milo asked.

"why?" rosalie quietly says.

"to tell you that i love you."

"no" rosalie got up. "you tell me you love me and then what's next? you don't keep your promise and do the same shit over again?"

tears rolled down her face and this time she was angry. she hold in her sadness for so long, in that moment, she felt her head was burning. rosalie had felt as if milo was just fooling around and was no longers taking her serious.

"it's not like that rose" milo replied.

he got up from the wooden platform and stood near her. he towered her, he was so tall that she had to look up.

"then how is it? tell me" rosalie cried.

"i will tell you this everyday rose, i don't deserve you.  but i cannot leave you alone. i need you" he begged.

"how can i believe you?"

"you don't have to believe me right away. we can start all over again. i won't rush you, i can do things right this time" he suggested.

"no milo it's not that easy" she says. "i lost my trust in you. i don't wanna feel like i'm doing the wrong thing."

rosalie was hurt, and so was milo. he knew it wasn't gonna be easy for her forgiveness, but he also wasn't gonna give up. not on her.

"you aren't doing the wrong thing. i can promise you that" milo says.

"i can't do this" rosalie spoke up. "you can stay in the guest room for the weekend, but i just need time to think."

rosalie turned around and walked inside. when the others seen her, they didn't say anything. it was best if they let her be, this trip was all about her anyway.

milo walks inside and closes the door behind him. sebastian stands up and watches milo with an angry expression.

"what'd you tell her?" sebastian spoke.

"i couldn't tell her much because she started crying" milo says.

"crying? why was she crying?" leah asks.

"i told her i love her. but she doesn't trust me anymore, so she just started freaking out" he explained.

"i don't blame her, all this pressure on her is just crazy" jimena says.

"you see why i didn't want you to come? all you do is fuck around with people. you should of just let him stay nate" sebastian argued.

milo had enough. sure, he had a point. but he was no one's fool.

"dude just shut the fuck up" milo blattered. "i get it, i messed up. but that's why i'm here, to fix it. just let me do what i have to do, and if she doesn't want me here then fine. you won't ever see me again,
at least not after her."

milo left the scene and went after rosalie. he was sure sebastian had more to say, but that wasn't his problem now.

milo goes up the stairs and sees many doors on his left and right. he's never been here, but rosalie always described it. down the hallway, third door to your right.

he goes up to the door and knocked on it before he wiggled the door knob. the door was open, so he walked through. he then noticed that she wasn't in the bedroom, but in the bathroom. so he closed the door and walked over to the bathroom door. he heard her sniffing, and crying; he felt bad. milo sat in a criss cross position next to the door, and hoped she heard him.

"i don't want to be a bad guy and keep making you cry rose, but i'm sorry. regardless if i wasn't myself, i know i broke your trust even more. but i am willing to start over with you. we can become friends, and then see where life takes us."

and he continued to tell her many things, things he probably would of never said to anyone. rosalie did nothing but listen, she thought it was best if she just heard all the things he had to say.

after hours of communicating, she thought.

was it worth it to forgive him?

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