Forbidden Love|Sukuna x Reader

[Name]'s Diary Entrance #1

Date: ???

I found this old journal thing in one of the storage closets one day. It only has like five pages. But, I decided it's mine now. I'm probably gonna forget about it in the next week, but whatever.

You may wonder, "[Name], what's happening right now?" Or something like that.
To be completely honest-I don't know my damn self. But I'll tell you somethings that has been happening recently.

Okay, so first off, I've been in this estate for, I think, 4 months now?
Crazy. I know. How have I not gone 'mad' by now?
(Heh, I've been reading 'Alice in Wonderland' found it while sneaking around Sukuna's office one day).

Anyways, yeah. I've been here for four months. And I actually have no sense in time over here. Like, if I do the math I end up somewhere between June and July. Saying that I was kidnapped in February.

What I'm trying to say is--I've been moved around a lot over the last four months. First, I was in some cell underground, then in some random room, and now I'm sleeping next to this quote, unquote, 'king'.

But it gets so awkward. Like we share a few words here and there, but when we go to bed, it's like the tension is so thick or something. And even as I eat dinner with him, I swear if we were in the real world, a curse would've formed.
It almost feels like a one night stand. Like, I go to sleep next to him and then when I wake up--he's gone!
But it's not like it bothers me or anything....

The one time I woke up and he was next to me, I had such a weird dream. Too bad I forgot it..

Also, he's been skipping breakfast a lot. So I've just been eating by myself. It's totally different. The maids aren't kneeling down, they actually come in and out of the room and stuff.

Oh! And let me tell you about this Nana VS. Shibuki situation. (That's what I like to call it.)
So after Nana's whole pissy fit the other day, she finally decided to talk to me again. But it's only a few words, and sometimes I would catch her just starring at me.

Weird.

And I keep on meaning to ask her about the two sister story, too see if what she tells me is at least somewhat close to what Shibuki told me.
Not saying that Shibuki is 100% true--I want to trust Nana, I truly do, but after what happened the day after me and Shibuki 'talked' she hasn't really been the same.