Holding On to You ||| Hwang Hyunjin

Ch. 19

All I wanted to do in this situation was to just run away, but I was still standing there in shock in front of the scene.

How could he?

Why would he?..

Then I finally snapped out of it I turned around and went to the other way so they both don't see me, since I don't have time to talk to him or hear him or see his stupid face.

God I hate him.

Not letting me hang out with guys and only eat dinner with them, and literally making out with girls while he was supposed to be "dating" me.

I felt a burn inside me, I couldn't breathe and focus.

As I was walking, my mind was still full of thoughts I didn't see in front of me, when suddenly I bumped into someone.

"Tch, watch where your- oh hey sweetheart", I looked up to see Minho and when he saw my face his smile faded into a soft worried expression.

Guess I looked either sad or bitchy right now.

"What's wrong? Are you okay? Did someone hurt you?", Minho filled me with the questions.

Oh how sweet he is.

God, why is he friends with him?

"I-I..I just..need some rest..", I said stuttering and trying so hard not to cry.

Damnit.

Why would I cry over him?

It's all fake anyway.

"Oh, did you come here with anyone?", he asked his worried face still there and I nodded.

"I came with Yeji", I said softly

He nodded and took my hand as we both went to look for Yeji.

I looked down at our hands and smiled.

No matter how much Minhos ego is huge and how much he likes teasing, he always has this soft spot for people he loves and cares about.

And I love him so much for that.

As we walked I felt as if the whole world was spinning, and the image of Hyunjins kissing that girl.

I felt sick again.

We finally spotted Yeji and when she saw us she greeted Minho and her expression changed when she saw me.

"Oh my god sweetie are you okay?", she said as she hugged me.

No.

I'll start crying now.

"I-Im fine..just tired..", I said my voice cracking.

"Ohh, I shouldn't have brought you here in the first place if I knew you were this tired.", Yeji said rubbing her hand on my back.

"Well, I'm gonna go now..take care please.", Minho said as Yeji and I bid him farewell.

Then we both went to Yejis car and as I sat down on the seat, I sinked in while my mind was racing.

Yeji then put on Cigarettes After Sex songs, which reminded me of the time where Hyunjin and I went to that secret place together.