Holding On to You ||| Hwang Hyunjin

Ch. 30

WARNING ‼️
This chapter may contain smut and explicit content and language.
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⋆.˚ NARI POV⋆.˚

It was already midnight and I couldn't sleep. I was tossing and turning the whole time, while my head was spinning in full of thoughts.

Thoughts of Hyunjin.

Why can't I just get him out of my mind?

I sighed, pushing my duvet away, and walked outside the door, to the kitchen downstairs, so I can drink water.

As I was pouring water, I suddenly heard the fridge door closing, and turned around frightened, only to see Hyunjin standing there with a cup of milk in his hand.

"Can't sleep?", he asked as he took a sip of his milk, still staring at me as he did so, and I just stared down at my own cup of water, nodding my head.

"Hmm", he hummed as he placed his cup on the kitchen counter, wiping his lips with his hoodie sleeves.

I then gulped down my water with one swift and placed in the counter too, and turned to him smiling awkwardly and saying, "oh well, guess I have to get some sleep huh."

And as I was about to walk past him, I felt him grab my wrist, pulling me to him, causing our bodies to crash into each other, and a small gasp escaping my lips.

He then leaned in closer and went to my ear as I felt his hot breath, it sent goosebumps through my skin, but I couldn't help but like this feeling.

"Tell me. Tell me you don't want this, and I'll stop. I'll stop, and won't ever touch you or talk to you or do anything to you-"

"Just shut up okay? Shut the fuck up and kiss me.", I blurted out, cutting him off, as then I heard his breathy chuckle escape from his mouth.

He then backed away from my ear, and stared at me deeply with lust and hunger in his eyes. The only sound that was heard in the kitchen was our heavy breathing.

His eyes then traveled to my lips, as he licked his own plump ones, and he leaned in once again, but this time, face to face.

He tilted his head to the side and closed his eyes as his breath was fanning my face. Then before he closed the gap he asked, "may I?"

And I gulped and as soon as I nodded, he crashed his soft lips onto mine, leaving a groan out of his mouth.

I kissed him back, just as greedily and deeply. His tongue then started poking my lips, which made my open my mouth to let him enter it.

As we made out, our tongues were exploring each other as well, and he then broke the kiss then bit my lower lip, causing a small moan to leave my mouth.

His hands then started stroking my thighs, and to my worst luck, I was wearing pajama shorts matching with a button up hello kitty shirt.

"If you want me to stop just tell me.", he said in a very deep voice.

But I just kept quiet, and he kept stroking my thighs and lips then started to trial to my jaw down to my neck, and starting sucking on it, causing my head to roll back and my fingers ran through his soft hair.

"Hyunjin I-I need..", I then muttered feeling hot as my heart was pounding rapidly.

"What is it? What do you need, love?", he asked as he kept kissing my neck.