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𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕 ༊*·˚ (TW: more mentions of an eating disorder)
I CLICKED THE FACETIME BUTTON AND WAITED FOR SYDNEY TO ANSWER. I watch her face pop up, fiddling with her sliver necklace as she backed up from the camera so that more of her body was in frame.
"I hope you don't mind leah and aryan are here, they said they'll leave if you want them to" I start to ramble before getting cut off by Aryan who was sitting on my left. He goes to whisper a small 'I never sai-' into my ear but Leah flicks his shoulder before he could finish his sentence followed by a sassy 'shut up' from her.
I swore I saw Sydney light up at the sight of the two playfully arguing, a small smile forming on her face. That light started to fade as I took our focus back to the original purpose of the call. "I just wanted to know what happened between you and Amber that would cause her to do all of this to you, I mean I just don't understand?"
The deeper into the story she got, the less and less she looked at the screen. I couldn't tell if it was because she was starting to cry or if it was because she was struggling to find words. I felt my heart sink as she mentioned comments that Amber had made about her body after her ed recovery.
"I just don't get it? she helped me get through my entire recovery and when I finally got to a healthy weight all of a sudden I was too 'disgusting' to hang out with her? I felt so invisible I don't know how to explain it"
She sighs, picking up her phone and walking over to her bed and hiding herself just beneath her covers. I hear her mothers voice yelling faintly over the phone, a small 'I'll call you back' coming from Sydney before she hangs up on me.
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𝐒𝐘𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐘𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕 ༊*·˚
I HEAR MY MOTHER YELL OUT TO ME FROM DOWNSTAIRS AND I QUICKLY HANG UP ON WALKER. My father hands me my dinner and my mom tries to convince me to eat with them tonight. After some convincing I end up back in my bedroom pulling up YouTube and putting on an old Sturniolo Triplets video to help lighten up my mood.
I had about half of my dinner before I took a weird tasting bite and decided I couldn't finish it. After my call with walker I got curious about what was going on online so I decided to finally open up my social media for the first time this week. Bad idea. Well, kind of?
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