Hold me- Newtmas

Chapter Twenty Three

Hello readers

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Important:

THIS CHAPTER WITH TAKE PLACE THE NIGHT THOMAS GOT THE MESSAGE FROM NEWT IF THAT MAKES SENSE

Newt was lying on his bed scrolling through photos of him and Thomas a small smile along his face, eyes filled with love. A loud knock interrupted his thoughts before it was pushed open Uncle Janson rushed in the room pushing Newt up against the wall and holding him by his throat his cold hands stopping air from leaving his lungs.

"Are you dating that boy?, who goes by the name Thomas if I can remember correctly" Jason whispered his breathe smelt of school, and a foul stench filled Newt's lungs. Newt shook his head violently not trying to breathe adrenaline flowing through his body. "ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION!" He screamed punching the boy in the stomach.

"I'm not" Newt pleaded inhaling a deep breath covering his face.

"YOU'RE LYING" This time the man slapped him in the face before kicking him in the stomach again force and anger behind each hit.

"I promise" Newt cried

"You're a liar a gay fag and I will not allow you to speak or even come near me" Janson screamed.

"I won't I swear"

"And one more thing, If I see you with that brunette boy near you again I'll make sure it's not only your blood on my hands but his too, and even better maybe that lesbian blond you call your sister" Jason laughed holding Newt by his shirt, "I'll be watching you every hour of every day so you better act like nothing happened at break up with that fag".

Newt cried not accepting the man's words, this only made his uncle madder who smashed his head against the wall.

"DO YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND ME?"

"Yes.." Newt sobbed holding his body trying to make the unbearable pain go away. Jason left without a word locking the door behind him. The blond sat his head in his shaking hands tears streaming like a waterfall down his face. Slowly picking up his phone he typed the most painful sentence he would ever have to tell anybody.

-❤️❤️❤️❤️Tommy ❤️❤️❤️❤️-

We should break up

Sent: Just now

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(This part of the story is now in the present time :)

Newt felt lifeless like there was no point in breathing, speaking, loving, caring, or putting effort into his happiness. He stared at his reflection but didn't see himself, instead, a stranger in another person's body staring back with dread in their eyes, a soulless human. Newt knew going to this dance would hurt even more but Thomas' life was more important than his own. His suit was black but it didn't scream prom instead Newt felt like he was going to a funeral, but for himself.

"You look great, but let's get moving I want to take a photo" Olivia assured pressuring Newt to walk out the door.

"So do you", Newt faked smiled grabbing her hand trying not to seem like he was lying, he was. They made their way downstairs to Minho and Teresa sitting in a large black car its engine warming up the inside.

"You both look amazing" Teresa complemented

"You too" Newt replied. Teresa was in a light blue v-neck dress with a sparkly top and flowing ruffels which reached the floor disappearing under the seat. The four sat in silence for most of the ride only Teresa and Minho laughing and talking in the front. Newt's mind kept wondering about Thomas, his perfect smile and moles making it seem like he was a perfect painting, Newt just had to destroy him. They pulled in front of the venue stepping out along with other teenagers all dressed in dress' or suits. Inside was a large room with a Light dance floor surrounded by decorated tables and chairs. Newt didn't want to notice any of it instead his eyes scanned the room for a particular boy.

"He's running late" Minho whispered reading the boy's expression.

"I wasn't looking for-"

"Shut up honestly you're a horrible liar" Minho grabbed Teresa bringing her to the dance floor they both began to jump up and down to the loud music along with everybody else. Newt dragged Olivia to the table sitting down silence resting between the two.

"Are you going to ask me to dance?" Olivia asked slightly smiling as she watched the blond eye watch the brunette who had just walked in.

"No" Newt replied not letting the boy leave his sight.

"Fine but I'm going to go find my friends"

"Great idea"

Newt didn't pay much attention to the whole dance and would steal dances at Thomas every time he could treasuring the beautiful image away. Thomas tried to ignore the feeling whenever he would catch Newt staring but he couldn't help the red tint that spread along his cheeks, Newt noticed too. When it was time for speeches Thomas started walking over to Newt's table sitting down next to Minho greeting his polity only throwing Newt a small glance. Teresa walked up to the stage reading out her prepared speech.

"Hello everybody thanks you all for coming, we're only halfway through the school years and so far I'm pretty sure we're all ready for it to be over, things have happened so far friendships made, relationships, teamwork", Teresa started Newt slowly looking at Thomas who immediately looked backed both turning away. "But I don't want stuff like that to end just yet, so don't waste this year use it". Teresa finished walking back to her seat.

"Well thank you so much, Teresa, I would now like to invite everybody to the stage for a slow dance"

Everybody started grabbing dance patterns bringing them up to the floor as slow music started the play. Newt grabbed Olivia's hand pulling her to the middle putting his arms around her waist trying to enjoy the moment. Newt stared at Thomas from across the room who was dancing with a tanned girl, a tang of jealousy filled his heart making him want to throw up.

The music slowly ended and Newt quickly pulled apart walking out of the venue as fast as he could leaving everybody behind. Outside was cold and raining but Newt didn't care walking over to the park and sitting down on the swing slowly swaying it letting hot tears fall down his face. It was silent outside darkness surrounding him.

"Newt?"

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