Renee Rapp x Fem Reader One shots

Not an update!!

Hiii
Okay first off I'm so sorry for disappearing honestly I don't think i have an excuse but I was so overwhelmed by a lot of stuff and anyway.

I wasn't doing okay really and I'm not here to vent but the stress is making it enough to yap.
I hate this book, or more so my writing. And for some reason lately I have been really struggling with English (speaking and writing) I'm not as good as I was which Idk what the fuck is up with that. (English isn't my first language!)

I despise my writing and everything with it, re reading my chapters just makes me want to delete this book, a part of me wants to delete, but another part tells me I should keep it.

I honestly don't know what to do, I hate myself right now for a lot of stuff and I want to keep this book but I don't know if I should.

I'm also mentally struggling a lot which also affects my writing meaning if I did keep writing you probably won't get a happy chapter for a while, if I did try to make a happy one I would probably not post it anyway.

I think I just use this book as an excuse to express my feelings cause one of the only ways I can actually say anything about how I think is by writing, but I also don't enjoy it in a way.
Idk.

Anyway!
Love y'all