Renee Rapp x Fem Reader One shots

My blonde hair

I miss my blonde hair.

I had naturally blonde hair and i dyed it brown at fourteen cause i was sad.

I was always struggling with my mental health, i only ever noticed how i felt wasn't normal once i was fourteen.

I was constantly moody, sad, quiet. I would rarely feel happy or excited anymore. When i was fourteen i had also met this girl with blonde hair, i saw her and i thought she was pretty, I never made a move though cause i was still not out to anyone.

My parents would kill me if they found out, i would get kicked out, or they would make my life a living hell.

Sixteen years old:

I was currently in Biology class and i obviously wasn't paying attention, my focus was on the blonde-haired girl at the other side of the class. Gosh she was beautiful; she looks straight though.

The pin on her bag would say otherwise.

I snap out of my thoughts once i hear someone call my name, "Y/n? y/n, pay attention. come and solve this question" The teacher says.

Oh great...i walk up to the board slowly and read the question. "Mitochondria are found in?" the question said.

"uh-both animal and plant cells?" i say, "Are you asking me? do you stick with your answer?" The teacher says a strict look on her face "yeah i stick with my answer-"

"Its correct, sit down and pay attention next time." I sigh of relief and thank her as i go to sit down.

Five minutes left y/n its okay. Later i hear the teacher talking about groups for a project. she said get into pairs. i guess i forgot to mention I'm kind of a loner. I haven't seen the blonde around anyone. Maybe we could pair? I don't have the confidence for that.

I sit in my spot as i watch people get into pairs, i don't see her with anyone yet, I see the teacher giving me a look, "Could i be alone?" i ask and she shakes her head. "Pairs y/n."

I look at the blonde and she nods and walks towards me. "Hi I'm Erica".

Erica...That's a pretty name, "Hi Erica, I'm y/n" "I know" "Oh? Okay".

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Seventeen years old:

Ever since the project me and Erica were inseparable, we would do everything together granted it has only been a year but still. I still have a crush on her but she doesn't know, though she does know that im into girls.

I text her that im coming over to her house and she tells me that the door is open, I rummage through my cupboard and decide on, Blue low-rise jeans a black plain shirt and my black short boots.

I grab my phone and headphones and start walking to her house. Now that i had ten minutes to think be alone, i realize some red flags about this friendship, she would use me for stuff, ask me to cover for her and then when she would get caught doing whatever she would say that it was me.

I couldn't let go though, i knew it would destroy me in the end but i just couldn't let go, for once i had a friend who cared. Mostly.

I wasn't going to let go.

i call her letting her know i was here cause i hated knocking, "You know i told you the door was open." She says rolling her eyes playfully pulling me in a hug, i chuckle and snake my arms around her waist, five seconds later we pull away and she comes inside.

She was wearing my hoodie and really....really short shorts, She had to know something, "As simple as your outfit is, you look hot".

I feel a warmth rise up my cheek as i get flustered from her words, i thank her and she smirks holding my hand leading me upstairs to her room, "we've got the house to our selves, i was thinking we could make a cake or something later. "She says as she lays down.