Unexpected Jealousy (PT2)

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it was now one week after my call with Renee, everything with towa only got worse.I decide to go on a walk to clear my mind, i lived alone in a two bedroom apartment, me and Renee talked about me moving with her since she basically lives at my place. I open my closet to change out of my pjamas that i have been wearing for the past two days.

I see half of Renee's clothes, gosh everything reminded me off her. I grab my favorite baggy jeans and throw a hoodie on top. I wear my shoes, grab my wallet, phone and headphones then i walk out the front door locking it.

i walk down the hallway and go into the elovators. I loved elovators, i know its weird and most people hate them cause there scared or claustrophobic, but i love it, i feel hidden?

ive always liked feeling hidden, wearing my hair down, baggy clothes, sitting by walls or preferably corners.

I walk out the elevator and wave to James the security gaurd, ive gotten to know him from the past two years of living here. I put my head phones on listening to my playlist, it was mostly a mix of Arctic Monkeys, Billie Eilish and of course, Renee Rapp.

I put my headphones on and raise the volume as i zone out and walk in random directions, i end up at the beach, mine and Renee's favorite spot. How ironic.

now that i think about it im acting like im mourning her death or something, Bless her gosh what is wrong with me.

I choose a spot and sit down as i watch the waves crash onto the rocks, Sitting alone gave me a chance to think. sure ive been alone for the past month, its gotten really lonely but my point is that this is the first time im not busy or distracting my self.

Im not sure if her team knows where together but assuming they dont, maybe they told them to be....touchy? But Renee knows...

Again she hasnt replied to my texts and i only thought the worse, maybe shes sick of me? did she forget me? Maybe shes cheating....or shes busy.

"Yeah that seems like a logical reason." i mutter to my self. "What seems like a logical reason?" I hear behind me....wait, "Renee?!" I exclaim as i jump up looking at her. "Hi baby" Renee giggles.

I jump into her arms burying my face in her neck as my arms go around her neck, " how did you find me?" I spoke holding her face in my hand as her arms encircle my waist, "I have your location rember?"

"oh yeah you do" I smile, "Well what are you doing here? I thought you where on tour" I ask genuinely.

"well i my missed my darling angel" "okay weirdo" I giggle.

"I love you y/n, always" "And i love you Renee, forever"

Laterrrrrrrrrr

we walk around for a while hand in hand before i stop next to a cafe, i drag Renee inside with me and say hi to everyone before reaching the counter to my befriend, "Hi Lillian" "hey boo".

"is your family here today?" I ask her "Obviously" She chuckles. "Her brother tyler comes in from the back and walks over to me, "Heyyyy girlllll" "Hey idiot?".

"Damn you good? Ooh whos this girl?"He asks checking her out, "Hey! Thats my girlfreind" I say getting annoyed and his eyes widen before looking back at me, "Sorry!"

"Wait didnt you have a girlfreind?" "Oh yeah ex now, it all went down. hill." He says making a dramatic dropping noise, "Awww poor guy cant keep a girl for more than three days" I frown jokingly and ruffle his hair.

He pushed my hand away alarmed "Hey! That is a no touch zone!".

Me and Renee sit down at one of the booths as we talk about random things.

"Hey can i ask somthing?" I start "Yeah whats up?" Renee replies her voice gentle. "Promise you wont get mad?" "I cant promise that".

"Thats not comforting...uh whats going on between you and towa?" I say jealousy laced in my voice, "Oh baby" She giggles.

I give her a confused look, "What?" "I promise its nothing oh bless your heart  "she smiles holding my hand, "Then why-" "Your jealous." She cuts me off.

"m-maybe y-yeah." I Stutter as i get shy from being called out, "I thought you 'don't get jealous'"

 She says quoting my words, "I don't! but you and Towa seem, close..."

"I promise its nothing. Do you trust me?" "i trust you" Then you have nothing to worry about okay?" "Okay" I whisper looking into her eyes.

"I love you. More than you know "I know...I love you more" "Impossible darling"

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I wrote this in school, specifically in physics, so im sorry if its bad but my writing has been shit anyway.

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