Travis POV
Today had been a really shitty day and i wanted nothing more than to curl up in bed with Taylor in my arms. Walking through the front door of our house Taylor comes running up to me like she normally does each day with a wide smile on her face as she pulls me down into a hug
"Hey handsome, how was your day?" She asks against my neck
Taylor was the kind of person that you wanted to tell anything to, when you had good news she would always be your biggest cheerleader but when something wrong happened she would do everything in her power to make sure you were okay. She was my everything and i felt so incredibly thankful that i get to spend my life with her.
Right now i didn't have the ability to form words so instead of responding to her question i just pull her closer into me and bury my face in her neck.
It was no secret that both mine and Taylor's love language is physical touch but i was never as clingy as she was, Taylor knew that and she most likely sensed that something was wrong with me when i just held her close instead of talking.
"Are you okay?" she asks and that all it takes for me to start crying. I couldn't really explain why i was crying or even why i was so upset, the day had just been one of those days where everything went wrong and everything dragged on for hours so i was so tired.
Taylor slowly pulled away from me and her face fell as she wiped my tears "Hunny what is going on in that beautiful mind of yours?" She speaks as she kisses my cheek
She grabs my hand and leads me to the couch where she sits herself down in the corner and i lay practically on top of her, my head on her stomach as she runs her hands through my hair
"I am worried about you baby" she admits as i lay there and my tears still slowly fall
"I'm sorry" I whisper into her top
"You have nothing to say sorry for but i am worried about you, do you think you can talk about it?" she asks and i shake my head
"Can you at least tell me of you are physically okay"
I nod my head and hear her breath out a loud sigh of relief. Her hands move back to my hair as she softly scratches at my scalp, calming me down as she places kissing on my head evert few minutes.
"I don't know what's wrong, I just feel so horrible" I admit and i hear a hum in return from her
"I proud of you for acknowledging that and it is totally okay if today is just an of day for you, you don't need a reason or an excuse to feel not the best. Is there anything i can do you for to help?" She asks
"You being here and talking helps, it sooths my mind" I admit
After a moment a moment of silence and my thoughts have had time to run wild in my mind i ask "Why do you love me?"
"So so many reasons my love, why do you ask?"
"If you don't mind would you manage to say a few?" I mumble out
"Well you are so incredibly caring and loving towards every single person in your life, You are so hardworking, dedicated and passionate about the work you do and i admire that so god damn much. Every single thing you touch turns to happiness, fun and magic and you make everything better. Not to mention how perfectly you treat me every single day. Baby i don't know what's going on but i love you so so much and i am so proud of you and so lucky to have you by my side each and every day" She speaks softly and i hum in response
"everything is a lot at the moment and my emotions are consuming me i am just so tired" I admit
"Feelings and emotions are such a tricky thing and i'm proud of you for admitting they are getting too much. The thing i love about emotions is that they are temporary, your happiness and sadness the anger and joy you feel they are all temporary. Feeling happy all the time is unrealistic and we not possible so i think that i have learned to live alongside the emotions, both good and bad. If we accept the days we aren't feeling upset and frustrated then it is so much easier to appreciate the good days that are filled with nothing but joy. The feelings that you have right now will pass i promise but right now while they feel like they are consuming you i will be here. I love you"
I loft my head once Taylor stops talking, gently pulling her face down to meet mine. Placing a gently kiss on her lips, the touch communicating everything that i can not at the moment.
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