I hope i never lose you, hope it never ends

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Taylor POV 

As a child i would always change what i thought my biggest fear was, weather it was heights or spiders, snakes or the dark i truly didn't know what my biggest fear was but now that i am an adult and my life is going pretty well it a lot easier to know what i don't want to happen. 

Sitting up in my bed in the middle of the night i look over and see Travis sleeping peacefully while i try to wipe my tears as fast as they are coming out. 

My whole life i had wanted to have an epic love that i knew would last forever, I hoped that i would start a family and reach a point in my career where i didn't have to keep re-inventing myself for people to like me. 

I let out a loud cough due to my un even breathing and internally yell at me when i see Travis' eyes opening

"Baby why are you up?" He asks 

"No reason, go back to sleep" I whisper, scared if i talk any louder it will give away that i am crying 

"Hey what's happened baby girl?" Travis sits up instantly as he pulls me close 

"I am just scared it's silly" I mummer 

"It isn't silly if it is keeping you awake an night, talk to me pretty baby" Travis comforts me, kissing my head 

"I am worried that eventually one day in the future i will have to depart from this world without you or you without me, that maybe one day i will have to be on this earth without you. I don't want to sound clingy and be too much but you have come into my life and changed everything for the better. Travis you made me think that i am loveable again and i don't think i could be without you" I confess as i choke on my words 

"Oh sweet girl you don't have to worry about that anytime soon i promise. Right now we are happy, you love me and i love you and nothing will ever change that" Travis coo's 

I move myself so i am now sitting on Travis' lap and his arms are tightly wrapped around me. 

"I don't mean to be too much" I whisper into his neck 

"You aren't baby but you can't be worrying about things like that. It's time to rest your pretty little mind and get some sleep" 

"I love you"

"I love you more pretty baby"



A/N this is so so short but i randomly thought that this conversation was cute :) 
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