I'm never gonna love again

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Taylor POV 

I know that Travis is the person for me i have never felt so loved or seen in my entire life. Travis was the person i wanted to tell everything everything to, good or bad Travis i loved telling Travis everything. I knew that i would marry him and have his children well at least that's what i thought but now as i sit here and read the messages that appeared on his phone screen 

 Samantha Hey just making sure I'll see you at 5 :)

I wasn't the type of person to look through my partners phone but all i wanted to do was see what this lady was talking about. 

Instead i choose to put the phone back down and pack my bag. i needed to get away from Travis and figure out my feelings. 

As i shove what ever clothes i can see into my suitcase my thoughts are going crazy around my brain, Was he cheating, why was i not enough for him, how long has he been seeing someone else and why didn't he just break up with me. 

"Taylor did you- wait what are you doing?" Travis asks as he walks into our bedroom but i ignore him and zip up my suitcase 

I quickly pick up my suitcase and haul it down the stairs with Travis closely following. 

"Baby are you okay?" He asks again, this time worry is evident in his voice

I had no intention of Talking to Travis because i knew that if i opened my mouth i would regret the things that would come out sur to home mad i was. So i walked out the door without talking to him, getting into my car and telling them to take me to my mothers house. 

The car comes to a stop and i quickly get out and hurry to walk inside of the house not waiting for my security to follow. 

"Hey sweetheart, what are you doing here?" My mum asks as i walk inside and take my shoes off 

"I need to get away from Travis and i thought i could come here" I explain, trying my hardest to not cry as i speak

"That's okay, do you need to talk about it?" She asks and i shrug my shoulders 

"I umm i think he is cheating on me" I blurt out as my eyes begin to sting with tears 

"What?" My mum yells "Why do you think that?" she asks softer 

"I saw a message on his phone about meeting a girl and i thought he was better, i thought i would be happy with him and he wouldn't hurt me like joe did but i was wrong and it is the same thing over and over again." I cry out 

"Oh sweetheart come sit down" My mum takes me to the couch and i lay down as i try to steady my breathing 

Travis POV 

Taylor had walked out of the house around an hour ago and i was so incredibly confused, we had a nice morning and had plans to go out for dinner but she randomly stopped talking to me and then the next thing i know she is walking out of the house and getting into the car.

I quickly go back up into our room to get my phone and call her to make sure she is okay. I pick up my phone and my screen lights up with a message from Emily, none other than the jewelry designer for Taylors birthday present but of course Taylor didn't know that. Knowing her she is probably thing the worst of me and i am not with her to help her through the shitty emotions. 

I call her multiple times but there was no answer so i call the only other person that i know she will go to, her mum 

"Hello Travis" Andrea whispers into the phone 

"Please tell me Taylor is with you, she ran out of the house and i don't know where she is or if she has security with her" I franticly ramble

"She is asleep on my lap" 

"Is she okay?" 

"No, she isn't, i don't know what exactly what happened but she is really upset and i don't think she will be home for a while" Andrea explains and i sigh 

"Can i come see her, I think i know why she left but i need to tell her it was a misunderstanding" I say trying to hold back my tears. 

"You can come see her but if she want's you to leave Travis you have to go" Andrea offers and i nod my head even though she can't see me 

I hang up the phone after saying thank you and then i am running out the door and driving over to Taylor. I knew i had to make it better with her no matter what it took, i couldn't lose the one person who loved and understood me like no one else. 

As soon as i reach Andreas house i walk in quietly to see Taylor laying on the couch, i walk over there and Andrea gets up leaving me alone with a tear stained sleepy Taylor. 

I gently place my hand on one of her cheeks 

"Baby" I whisper trying to wake her up 

She stirs in her sleep slowly before her eyes open and she immediately frowns as soon as she see's me, my heart breaks knowing that i am the reason that she is feeling like this because of me 

Taylor sits up and tries to stand up from the couch but i place my hands on her knees keeping her sat.

"Please let me explain, i think i know what happened and i want to tell you the truth but after that if you don't want to see me then i can go" I hurry to explain 

"Fine but don't touch me" 

I remove my hands from her knees even though i am still crouched in front of the couch, a really uncomfortable position but if i moved i would be further away from her and i wasn't doing that

"The message you saw, It was from Emily. She is a family friend who just happens to also be a jeweler" I try to explain but Taylors expression stays the same as she stares at me blankly 

"I'm sorry i was trying to surprise you and i didn't realize that the message she sent could be taken the wrong way, I'm sorry if i made you feel unwanted" I continue to explain

"You weren't cheating on me" She clarifies and i shake my head 

"No never baby, you are the most perfect person and i could never leave you. Taylor you make me so happy" 

"I got really scared and i ran i'm sorry" She explains 

"For good reason though, your past relationships have been anything but easy and i'm sorry if i made you feel the same way that they did"

I move to stand up, my knees finally starting to hurt and i move my hands forward to pull Taylor up. I wrap my arms around her and kiss her forehead 

"Do i get my surprise present" She giggles 

"No baby you don't"

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