I WAS MADE FOR YOU

CHAPTER - 6

Taehyun's P.O.V

"Why do you say you don't deserve me? How so?" I rubbed the softest circles rounding his cheekbones. His sniffles had died an hour ago but his eyes are still very deprived of any sensation.

For sixty minutes and yes I did count, he had stayed silent, motionless inbetween my arms. We had not said a word for the longest time and I hate to force myself down his throat.

Although now, the silence was getting too heavy that my bones are at their edges of their strengths.

His silence broke me. I could not even see his face and read what was written and how I could comfort him.

Now, it was getting only daunting.

I wanted to hear his voice and know that he's still alive. That was how long the silence was.

"Hm? Gyu?" I called to which he heaved out this air as heavy as our atmosphere.
"Allow me to see your face." I paused "Please." utter distress could be heard on my voice which he sympathize with.

He reacted quickly looking up at me. My raspy voice may have worried him, it was written in his eyes. Oh, how much does this boy loves me?
I'm the one who doesn't deserve these concerns of his, this kindness, this fluttering of my heart which only he could cause, this burning sensations of my cheeks only which he could ignite.

His swollen eyes peeked from my chest that filled me with something that dismantled my heart. This sweet boy should have only sparkling eyes that light up with joy. To see him drowning and being wrecked by his tears is the last thing that he deserves.

"If I love you..." His husky voice began "If I love you, I will love you for the rest of my life. And if I love you for the rest of my life, you would too be followed by this deep anguish that lives in me."
His petite hands made their way to cup my cheeks, gently brushing my skin as they tremble visibly.
"And I wish for all happiness to you." He slid his body up farther, matching the line of my eyes. "You cannot heal me, even my mother could not. I will only bring you sadness Taehyun." Squeezing his eyes closed again, being submerged by the boiling misery within him.

I wanted to end this. I wanted to end his trivial trail of thoughts so I brought my face closer to him, then finally when there's only an inch that parted us, I started rubbing my strong nose on his, that made him tiredly open his long eyelashes.

"Bring your sadness with you, I won't complain a thing." before finishing the eskimo kiss with a soft kiss of my lips that landed on his fluttering eyelashes, and then another on the corner of his mouth and another on his sweaty forehead and another on his jaws and another all the way to his ear pinna.

He could only close his eyes to all of this, he didn't reciprocate it with a kiss but he reciprocated it with his exhausted hands that strengthened themselves to caress the back of my head, stroking my hair there so slowly that it had me thud softly on the crook of his neck, nuzzling on it.

"Alright then." He spoke, his voice getting drowsier. "I will dare to dream walking with you."

This sea of hope and relief drowned my body resulting me to wish that I will never reach the surface ever again.