Love Soaked In Rain

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 -𝟐𝟐 || 𝐈𝐯𝐚𝐧

It's been five days, she didn’t reply my texts or receive me calls.

From that day, she's out of any kind of reach. She is angry with me. She is not even contacting me since that day. I am too curious about her. Is she alright? Does she take her meals properly? Or what if she's lying on her bed all day, crying while her pillow soaks the tears fall from her those pretty eyes? I have been texting her all day long, calling her through all of her social accounts. But she's avoiding me. I even wanted to directly break out into her house, yet my conscience pricks me. The guards in front of her apartment are too strict. They won't let me in without receiving the permission of the owner, to whom I was going to. But Emily doesn’t even pick up my calls, then why she would allow me to meet her in her apartment?  Lol.

I know I shouldn’t behave aggressively. But seeing Ryan after so many years and while he was teasing her, I couldn’t control myself. The anger I was harbouring for the past ten years raised up only in a few minute after discovering him with Emily. I couldn’t thought of anything but to take out his soul by my own hand.

I called Sarah yesterday, for asking about her if she's alright or not. Sarah told me she's fine and also told me that Emily warned me to not to contact her for a while.

Ugh!

I want to kill myself now. She was right, I actually make situation worse. I can't solve anything. I have made her feel uncomfortable. Despite of being careless,  but I have to also keep on mind that she is not careless and stupid like me. She is intelligent, she gives value to other's opinions. Of couse she would be angry with me, I have destructed her self-portrait to others. And I won't forgive myself.

But now, I have to convince her. I want to be forgiven by her. Because it fucking hurts without listening to her voice, looking at her eyes, mesmerizing her beauty and feeling her existence besides me. I feel so homesick without her.

I call all of them to come to the studio for practice. Even we actually have nothing specific to practice, but it was just an excuse to see Emily face to face, as she is out of reach for the fucking five days.

I am in the studio now. All of us are already here, without...... Emily Thomson. Is she planning to not to show up? God, what am I going to do without her? She's so stubborn.

I was warming up myself, meanwhile I notice in the mirror in front of me, Laura is staring at me. I don’t why she reacts always like she owns me. I do think she doesn’t like Emily from the beginning. Maybe she likes me or something. But who cares?

Suddenly, Emily walks inside. As soon I notice her, I pull out my AirPods and rest them on the floor. She puts down her bag, she notices me but tries her best to ignore me,as if I don’t even exist.

She is cute.

She ties her hair in a ponytail, then soaks the sweats dripping from her chin and neck with her handkerchief. I slowly walk toward her. As she realises I am coming forward to her, she was about to run away. But I hold her hand and pull her to me.

She's sighing, looking at other side. So I lift her chin direct to my face.
"Why are you avoiding me?" I directly ask her.
"Let go of me, everyone is watching."
"I won't, until you are showing me a valid reason why you had avoided me for the past five days? Do you know how does it hurt? How scared I was?  If you're Alright or not? How can you be so stubborn Emily? Couldn't you think how  had I passed my days? "

Others are watching us now, though they have already come far to know Emily and I am settled in a relationship. And they also support us, except Laura. I don't know what's wrong with her.

I was interrogating Emily, meanwhile Sid and Mark are encouraging her.
"Emily, don't be so stubborn. Every relationship has ups and downs,they have to face many problems together. But they never break down or lose affection from their partner." Sid suggests.
"Sid is right." Zoe also joins the conversation. "You guys need to sought out the solution. Don't be obstinate."

Emily sighs, I try to comfort her. She's still pissed of me.
I have to break her anger,and make things normal as before.
I suggest her to dance, she will feel better. She also doesn’t  inhibit me.

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The practice is over. We were about to heading toward home. And I was supposed to take Emily in a private restaurant for a clear statement. We have to discuss about something, clear some matters.

But my plan get intersected when Sarah suggests us to join her in the shopping. She has to buy some stuffs and clothes for her, so she asks us if we can join her.

I notice Emily is agreeing to go with her. She hasn’t went to shopping for a while,she says. So, I am also joining them.

Thank you for reading ❤️