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Liquid courage

AUTHORS NOTE -Hello lovelies, thank you so much for all your support after I have come back. I've had to change a few things around and Sorry that the slow burn is really slow Burning but it just has to happen to make the story more juice. Anyway enjoy and more chapters to come :3

Sound track-
Intergalactic Janet - ley soul
Doo wop - Ms Lauryn hill
Thinking about you -frank ocean

It was not clubbing. They lied to me , to put it simply. It was a local bar that had a live band playing.

Not sure of what to think, I shook my jacket off from the snow as I stepped into the bar. At least I was moderately dressed more for a bar gig then a club, with my platform docs that hurt my feet when I wore them for too long, dark jeans and a nice top that flares at the sleeves that Ymir had given me . The place was somewhat small, dinning booths on the right the bar and on the right was the 'stage' if I would even call it that. Just tables and chairs moved out of the way for the amps and drum to fit. The lighting was warm and there seemed to be unique decor hanging from each corner of the room, posters, lights, signs. Hanging my coat over my arm, I watched as Ymir pushed through a crowd.

"They are over here!" Ymir pointed peering back at me and Mikasa. The music over the speakers was loud almost impossible to hear anything.

Rubbing Mikasa back, I reassured her that we can leave whenever she wants as a pitiful way of showing empathy. Squeezing past people, we had reached the other side of the bar, as it was not large at all. My vision focused on a table of 3 people, one incredible small compared to the others. Eren, Historia and Jean....

Not only have they lied. They fucking set me up. I wasn't sure if I were to be angry or glad that this is happening but god was it real and there was no stopping it. My eyes locked with Jeans as Ymir ran to Historia engulfing her in a big hug. I smiled in response to jean looking, my heart pounding. He was wearing a big eggshell white knit sweater, that fit him very nicely as his the side of his mouth unturned into a half smile. Mikasa went straight for Jean, hugging him around the neck as he held her waist. I'm guessing not wanting to talk to eren straight away, but a painfully pitiful feeling sat low in my stomach  as I stood at the head of the table.

"Hey Eren." I offered out my hand across the table as he stood and shook my hand. "Long time no see." He joked, his hair wisping over his eyes as it wasn't tied back. "Oh haha" I laughed before I dropped his hand.
"What you wrote in that card was not appropriate but it made me laugh." I said, my straight look on my face, tying to ignore Mikasa almost standing inbetween Jeans thighs as they caught up. Eren erupted into a hearty laugh.

"I'm sorry, it had to be said" he chuckled, his green eyes squinting down at me. I smiled back at him as I snorted, my vision falling into Historia.

"Ahh y/n" she squirmed out of Ymir's arms as she raced around the table hugging around my waist.

"Hello Hisu." I laughed, my arms touching her shoulder. "I haven't seen you in a while." I said as she peeled off me. "I know!" The blond explained, an over exaggerated expression on her face. As we spoke my eyes quickly pecked at Mikasa now speaking to eren, curious about what they were saying.

"Hey I think I'm going to get a drink." I patted Historias back as she nodded, my hand leaving the table where I rested. I was getting nervous around jeans presence, and I was getting overwhelmed by the loud music.

Squeezing past strangers, I made my way up the bar. It was a unique set up, currencys from all around the world hung from the walls along with bottles of liquor. Eyes twinkling, I waited for the bar tender to come over to me as they pour out other drinks.